Wicked Wednesday(Matches at the Ready)

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Good day to all my fire starts out there. I hope you are ready for today’s Q&A with me. Lets get it started.

Q: Fia I am very upset and I feel that I am justified in how I feel. My close friend who is a girl slept with my man after I confided in her about us. She gave me advice on how to keep him interested and then she went behind my back and slept with him. I immediately broke it off with him. And I went to town on her ass. This is why I don’t have female’s as friends. Am I wrong to feel this way?

A: Taking her to town was not a bad thing. She’ll think twice before she does it to another female. Now her is what I have to say about this burner. We women until we learn from our mistakes talk about our significant other too much. We give too much information. For example: Girl I almost passed out when he did this new move on me. Or let me tell you he was blessed down below and up above with that mouth(Talented). Now let’s be honest wouldn’t you want to try that? In the future just keep your personal business to your self. You need to confide this is the time for a counselor. They have them on the phones now.

Q: My husband has been bring up the issue of anal sex allot. At first I thought I could do it for him, but I am not so sure? How do you think is the best way to tell him I can’t.

A: Subliminally. LOL Tell him while he’s asleep. Ok so honestly the only way is to tell him. Right now he is thinking how good it would feel and look with you bent over and having something that’s taboo. This is your husband, for better or for worse right? Tell him you can not bring your self to do it. Now my question which he is going to ask is why can’t you? If you have a good reason he’ll back off. Other wise he will keep asking till you cave in.

Q: I have been seeing this guy for three weeks. He asked me what do I like in the bed room. I said Dominating. He damn near freaked out. I felt that he needed to know that I like to have control inside the bedroom. Was this too soon?

A: Honey he would have had a rude awaking when you came out with a paddle. (smiling) No you did the right thing and I know you already knew that answer. Keep on being your true self and be safe.

Well I hope you enjoyed today’s Q&A. If you have any questions you would like to be answered email me at fianaturie1@gmail.com.

Talia’s Truth Revealed pt 5

 

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Talia could not shake what happened between her and Julius. It did hurt that he left her after experiencing one of the most intense sexual encounters she’s ever had. Maybe it was because he could see right through her and she felt like she could let go around him.

The whole thing was just a jumbled mess in her head. She decided she would speak to him about it. She didn’t want to put stress on a situation before they even became a situation. That was another thing. Should she see this further? The sex was great but he did say he wanted more. Is it in her to do more, rather give a part of herself that will leave her exposed and vulnerable with no guarantee of where this is headed.

She decided she would not beat herself up with these thoughts and go for a run. After she will send him a message that they needed to talk, today. One way or another she had to know where this is leading or ending.

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It was one in the afternoon before Talia decided to contact Julius. She sent the message through her phone and did not have to wait long for a response.

(Julius we need to talk.)

(I am free this evening. Would you like to come to my place?)

(How about six?)

(That’s fine. I’m sending you my address. See you later.)

That was the jest of the phone message. No real feeling just a quick send and receive. Talia decided she would wear a loose top, comfy jeans with sneaker. She thought that if this were to be the end, then she was not going to get dressed up and look like an eager fool for a man who may not want her.

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It was six o one when the cab arrived in front of his brown stone home. She thought he lived in the city. As she walked up the steps to his home, she mentally gave her self a pep talk.

‘You got this. If he don’t want what you got then he doesn’t deserve it.’

She reached the door and pressed the bell waiting for him to answer. She heard foot steps rushing towards the door. The door was pulled open and Julius was wearing a white apron, no shirt, jeans  and no shoes. He smiled showing the biggest dimples on his smiling face and his eye seemed to be dancing with excitement.

“Come in, I made us dinner.”

Talia just watched as he rushed back inside leaving her to close the door and go find him. His home was beautifully furnished. It looked like one of the designers on the home network put it together. She heard a mumbled sound coming from the kitchen. As she approached he was pulling out something from the oven and placing it on his island counter.

“I hope you like egg plant lasagna.” He said looking at her.

“I never had it before.”

“Great then I have nobody to compete with.”

Talia could not help but smile from the comment.

“Can you grab those glasses over there above the sink. We can go to the dinning room to eat.”

The dinner was delicious. it was a nice feeling to be in his presence, without feeling she was on the witness stand all the time.

“So what’s on your mind Talia?”

She thought that too soon. She pushed her plate away and took a sip of wine.

“Last night you left and I still did not get why? You said that you would not be able to hold your self back. I didn’t think you were.”

Julius smiled and drank some of his wine.

“Talia like I said last night. I truly enjoyed my self but I was holding my self back. I would never lie to you.”

“Then what else would you have wanted that you think I would not approve of?”

“This is where I think we should talk seriously about us. I am strongly attracted to you.”

‘Here it goes he’s going to call this thing off.’ she thought.

“But before we go any further, I know there are things we should have on the table. Like how many lover’s have you had in your life? Have you ever been tested and what would you not stand for in a monogamous relationship? Your deal breaker so to speak.”

Wow again he’s full of surprises and waiting for an answer. She took another sip of wine and looked him straight in the eyes and answered, “I have had seven lovers. Really two the other’s were a convenience. I have been tested and I am cleared of all Std’s. What would be a deal breaker is unfaithfulness. I can not do that. How about you.”

Julius replied,” I have had ten lover’s and seven of convenience as you so nicely put it. I have been tested and is also cleared  of all Std’s. My deal breaker is honesty and respect. Now that we have that out of the way, here is the proposition. I want a relationship with you but I can not be anybody else than who I am.”

What did that mean? Talia had a questioning look on her face.

“I’ll explain. I am into the scene. I am a Dom so you would be my sub. You will behave as you normally do to every one else but me. Once we are together, we will fall into our roles. I will not visit you at work because, they will question why you behave differently around me. I would love to take you with me to my events, but I will keep in mind that you are employed and that is important to you.

There are rules and for every rule that is broken there is a punishment. I love pleasure. I also like things on the riskier side sexually. Last night I did hold back, but that does not mean I did not enjoy myself.”

This was a lot to take in. Julius did not hold anything back. Talia was out of wine and her chest felt a bit constricted.

“Punishment?”

“I am not an abuser. My punishment tend to lean in a sexual manner. This is a lot to take in, but I do not want any misunderstandings between us. You will belong to me and I to you. I will take care you your needs as I deem fit. I do not like lies or holding back on how you feel about something if I ask. That  definatly would deem a punishment.”

“So you want to control me?”

“In a sense yes. But I know you can handle it. This would be something that would go against your grain. I’ve watched you and you are very strong willed. If you make mind up to do something you do it. You can do this. If you want me. Other wise we can remain friends.”

“Not friends with benefits?”

“No just friends.”

This is a lot to absorb. Her head was spinning. Did she want someone that badly?

“So what’s in it for me?” Talia asked.

Julius smiled. “You mean, I’m not enough?” He laughed.” I am completely yours. I will treat you as woman, my woman should be treated at all times. You will be my lover in all ways. That is better shown than said.”

“Your friends wore things to show they were taken. Am I going to have to wear something?”

“Yes, but that won’t be revealed until you agree and sign papers of your agreement.”

“The papers.”

“Yes, there are papers, that are drawn up if you agree to what I am proposing to you. I am throwing allot at you. I will give your time to think. I will call a cab to get you home. When you decide, if you want this, just call me. Yes or no, please call me.”

Julius cleared the plates and called the cab. Talia sat there seriously thinking of everything that was discussed. The cab came and as she turned towards him for a kiss , he kissed her cheek. He took his thumb and glided it across her moist lips from the wine.

“The next time we kiss, it will be from me claiming you Talia. I’ll wait for your answer.” he said then he walked her to the cab.

So fire starters. The offer has been made. Would you sign it? Should she sign it? Respect, trust and honesty seems to be the theme.

 

 

 

Fantasy Friday (Mother found)

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Earth.

It’s not the earth they show on the vid scan of years past. No, it’s a world that almost lost the north and south pole, so they created a dome to contain what little was left of them.

The ocean was drying out from the extreme heat that came from the sun’s solar flares. Years ago they would find sea creatures washed up on the shore, bloated as if they were being boiled in the very ocean they lived in.

Around this time was when the scientist took control of the world and the government changed drastically. Everyone belonged to a scientific sector. Children went to school to learn science of all kind. If they did not fit into the scientific scheme, then they were commission as military space travelers or were chosen as trade specimens for other species. Parents had not right to protect their off spring.

There were many deaths as the scientists attempted to breach space.  We were then visited by extraterrestrial. They traded space travel knowledge, in return we supplied them with human specimens. It was all legal since the constitution was changed for the benefit of the scientists to grow in knowledge.

Jayla did not feel at home on the planet earth. From the moment she could remember. Every thing about earth was wrong. It smelled wrong. People acted wrong and just being there was wrong.

Now she was back to find “mother”. Hopefully she did not move from the last location that she could remember.

She walked up to the door that sat in the middle of a square home, in what used to be considered suburbia. Now it’s sci row. Rows and rows of square houses, with doors in the center of them.

Jayla knocked on the door expecting no one to answer. But a familiar voice called out, “come in. The door is always open.”

She walked in feeling uneasy. Nothing changed since she was taken. She walked into the living room where she saw her. Mother. She did not change at all from where she stood. How was that possible?

“Mother.” she said without revealing any emotion.

She looked up and She noticed that mother had a deformity to the right side of her face. It was not there before.

“Jayla you’ve returned. I’ve waited but you never came back. Now your here.”

“Why? Was I supposed to return?” Jayla was confused over her statement.

“They told me that when they were done, they would send you back to me. But you ran away and you never came back.”

Jayla stood there trying to understand what was being said to her?

“They never told me I would return. They just watched and tested me.”

“I’m so sorry. I had to call them,. My husband was scared to keep you when you hit puberty. He felt we kept you to long.”

“Kept like a pet. I do not wish to hear any more. I came to ask about my  people. What do you know of them?”

Mother looked down and Jayla seen a tear slide down her cheek.

“Your people were a brave and powerful being. The scientist became fascinated in learning about them so the offered to trade our own with theirs. But they refused. The Arion had enemies and the scientist in their greedy rage made an agreement with their enemies, to wipe all of them out. Except the children.

Only the people on Sci Row could have a child to raise until puberty. Then we were told to call. I never wanted to call. But he was afraid.”

“Afraid of what?”

“That we could not suppress the beast that was with in you. But I did. I played the music that they gave us every night and it helped to control the beast. It never surfaced.”

Jayla was trying to remember the music that she was talking about. She looked at mother with contempt. She help stunt her evolution because of fear.

“What music?” Jayla asked

The one that’s on the vid phone. Play it.”

Jayla walked over and seen the song that was on the vid. A simple nursery rhyme. She did not understand why she still had it displayed there.

“It’s a nursery rhyme.”

“It has hidden words to control the beast. Play it.”

Jayla looked at her with confusion. “Why do you want me to play it so badly?”

Mother looked down and another tear fell.

It was time for her to go.

“Jayla go find your people. You are an Anori Si. You must find an Anori Ko.”

“Why?”

“Your full potential will be revealed when you find the Ko.”

Jayla looked at her one last time before she left. She would never return to her again.

Jayla had more question’s than answer’s. She left quickly. There was a shift. She felt it, as mother kept pushing her to play the song. The scientists are coming.

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The ship departed on time. Jayla was ready to see another of her kind. She fed on a willing human before the mission. Red T was sentenced to be killed in ten days time.

Jayla wished she could have helped him but his mission was clear to him. Her’s is still being revealed.

An Anori male. What would he look like? She decided not to dwell too much on it. This male that they are going to collect may not be Anori. Why get her hopes up, for it to be dashed away in space.

“Jayla once we collect the prisoner, put him in the quarters that Red T had occupied.”

“Why sir? We have other holding facilities.”

“Do as I say. I will not repeat my orders. You will stand guard and rotate shifts the same way as with Red T.” With that the captain walked off to his quarters.

Jayla stood on the bridge looking out at space and wondering what was next for her. Everything felt as if she was being guided towards something. She did not like not having control. Who would?

(So my fantasy followers are we keeping our Jayla busy and confused? I should say so. Please follow and comment. I would love to hear from you.)

Here’s The Ash (Fire has been Burning)

 

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Hello my fire starters, It’s time to give you the Ash of what has been burning from my blog site.

Talia and Julius has finally hopped into bed together, yet Talia is still as confused as ever about Julius.

The O.N.S pod cast has finally come, (Not cum, lol) the door is open.

Fantasy Friday has Jayla going on a mission to seek out the woman who initially  raised her. What is it that this women can illuminate for her and will it change her perspective about who she is?

To keep up with me Fia please follow and like. All comments are welcome never be shy after all you are all Fire Starters. Let it burn

O.N.S. Club podcast Meet Chenelle

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Fia- Welcome back my little fire starters. I hope you all relaxed and ready to step through the doors of the O.N.S. Club.

Our first guest is Miss Chenelle. No last names are required since your only going to be here for a night.

Let’s follow Chenelle into the O.N.S Club shall we. I wonder what door was chosen for Miss. Chenelle.

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Walking into the low lit club, Chenelle made her way to the bar. She figured this was the perfect time for her to really think the events of what brought her to the club.

“Hello, what would you like?” a voice asked coming from a very appetizing bartender.

“All Night long” Chenelle said.

He walked away smiling at her request.

She looked around the club and noticed that there was quite a few people in the place. The bartender returned with the drink and slowly slid it to her. Keeping eye contact.

“Thank you.” Chenelle said, then he went to the next customer.

How did she convinced her self she needed a One Night Stand? She was not that type of girl. Her life was work, the gym, and if she was seeing some one it was exclusively that one person.

Why did she here to be curious? She found a card that was shoved under her front door. It was a plumb card with a gold strip on it saying O.N.S. on the front on the other side a web site on it.

Chenelle was just getting herself a bowl of grapes to snack on. Just to snack on. Carried the bowl to her lap top and punched in the web site. The words ” There is a key to unlock every door.” Popped up on the screen. Then a key appeared, right after the words, you have to click on the key it said, once you clicked on the key thinking it was a game. This voice came out.

“You are invited to open one of the doors to the O.N.S. Club. But before you do please be a quest at Giuseppe Italian Restaurant to meet A.T. Sugar, at noon Wednesday. Good bye.”

The voice stopped and the screen went straight to google. chenille tried the web site again and again but it locked her out.

“This is too cryptic. I’ll pass.”

Monday and Tuesday was the same old routine. Then Wednesday came. She decided to go. ‘What harm could it do? She can always leave.’ She thought.

Chenelle talked her boss into having an extended lunch . She agreed as long as she made it up by working late that night.

Chenelle was escorted to her table once she got to the restaurant. It was reclusive, very off to the side, where no one could really see her.

A woman walked up wearing a form fitting blue dress. It emphasized the size of her breast. You couldn’t not, not see them.

“Hello you must be Chenelle. I’m A.T. Sugar.” She said as she sat down resting her clutch bag on the side of the table.

“What does the A.T. stand for? Just curious.” Chenelle asked.

“A Touch”

She started to giggle,”You mean your name is A Touch of Sugar?”

Chenelle looked at her like she was kidding, but there was no indication that she was. So she stopped laughing.

The waiter arrived and asked for their order. During their lunch Sugar asked a few questions that made absolutely no sense.

“So Chenelle I always wanted to rock climbing are you, into rock climbing?”

“No I’m basically like my exercise in a controlled environment. In a gym.”

“Excuse me I have to ask the waiter, ahh, this, this,this is really not too appetizing. It seems a bit bland to me. It needs a bit of pepper don’t you think? How’s yours?”

“No it’s delicious, too much spice upsets the system.”

The waiter came over to get her request. After lunch she ordered tea. Chenelle decided to go for the chocolate cake.

“You like sweets?”

“This is my only vice. That’s why I go to the gym. What is the O.N.S, in the O.N.S club stand for?”

“O.N.S. stands for One Night Stand. Here’s a card to where the club is located. If you have any questions please call this number. My assistant will answer it all.”

A.T. Sugar rose, but before she left she said,” Chenelle Friday night is free drink night. What other amenities you choose, will be a charge. Nothing is ever required. Only a good time.”

With that Chenelle immediately decided “NO”. She is not going to a whore house.

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Fia= So fire starters, how is it so far? Have I peaked your interest? Shall I send A.T. Sugar out to meet you? Please comment and follow. I never turned anyone away. Have a good night and listen for the next pod cast. Bye, Bye now.

Wicked Wednesday(Striking the Match)

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Hello my fire starters and I hope all of you are feeling fantastic on this hump day. So we have a few delectable questions for your viewing pleasure.

So let’s strike the match shall we and let it burn.

Q: Hi fia this is a quick question. My hubby has brought up several times he would like a threesome. I’m not sure I can, or should do that. What do you think?

A: Well you have come to the right place. threesome is not the “norm” as people would like to think. But saying that it has risen in popularity over the years. Physically anyone can participate in a threesome. Now should you is really up to you. At the end of the day if the experience is going to make you feel awful don’t do it. No need for unnatural frown lines.

Q: Fia I was putting away my daughter’s cloths and found a dildo. Now I am trying to act like I did not find it because she is sixteen and needs her privacy. But I need to say something. Right?

A: Sixteen, wooo. Well for the privacy part and you understanding that young people do need that. But as a parent you should address it. Don’t come at her like a wrecking ball because honestly if she is taking care of her self, isn’t it better than someone else at this age? Talk to her in a place that she is comfortable and honey if you need to take a shot or two of courage juice(vodka, gin, etc…) do so because you may learn allot more than you bargain for.

Q: Fia I love this and the fact you do not add a name is perfect. Here’s the Q. My son asked me if his girl can spend the night. He’s nineteen and she’s eighteen. I feel uncomfortable saying yes. But he confronted me and said her mom let’s them sleep together. What am I to do with that?

A: Honestly it’s your house, it’s your rules. If your uncomfortable then you have your answer. No. Now if her mother thinks it’s ok then that is on her. It seems like he is testing his adult boundaries. In the words of Tracie Braxton, “If you’re doing adult things you can do it at your own place.” As for loving this. Thank you.

For any other question you liked answered please e-mail me at fianaturie1@gmail.com. Thank you

 

Talia’s Truth Revealed pt 4 (Explicit)

(By continuing to read on you are consenting that you are 18years of age and older. This contains Adult content.)

 

Talia and Julius went back into the restaurant to finish there meal with the other’s. While they continued with various other topics Talia’s mind kept going to what will happen tonight with them. It will be taking them a step in a direction she was not sure she was ready for.

Julius stood and motioned to Talia that they were leaving. They said their goodbye’s and went to the car that was waiting for them outside the restaurant. When did he have time to order a car?

Talia was silent in the ride to her place. She had to be nervous because she is normally a bit more talkative than this. They left the car in silence and walked to her door.

“Talia are you alright?” Julius asked as he stood waiting for her to open her door to her apartment.

“Yes. Perfect.” she said.

As they walked inside. Julius spun her in his arms and kissed her. Deep and possessively. He tasted of the wine he drank and smelled of a masculine musk. As he started to break the kiss he pulled back taking her bottom lip and grazing it with his teeth.

Talia opened her heavy lids to look at Julius.

“If this is how you look being kissed, I can’t wait for the rest.”

Thinking went out the window. She wanted Julius in the worse way and tonight she can finally have him.

She walked him to her bedroom. It was the color of terracotta. The furniture went well with her scheme she thought. When she turned to Juluis he was not looking at the décor. His full attention was on her.

“I just need a second.” she whispered.

Julius nodded and went to sit on the bed. Talia ran to the bathroom and made sure every part of her was pleasant to the taste. She took more than a second but Julius did not seem to mind.

He held out his hand and she went to him. He pulled her down on the soft bed and began an onslaught of kisses on her neck. His large hand caressed and squeezed her breast over her cloths.

Talia opened his shirt  to feel his bare skin with her hands, then her lips followed. Taking his harden nipple into her mouth. She was a quiet lover she had been told but she was savoring the taste of Julius and he heard by her moans.

He lifted off her so she could remove her shoes, placing a kiss on each ankle. Then he reached for her skirt and slowly pulled it off revealing that Talia had completely shaved her tempting pussy.

Talia watched as he looked at her, trying to keep things to memory. He took his fingers and spread her moistened lips apart.

He entered her with a finger and she closed her eyes feeling and enjoying, the ease of how he entered her and withdrew.

“Open your eyes.” He said.

Talia pried them open to watch Julius. He took his finger out and placed it in his mouth     sucking and making her wish his lips would be where his finger just left.

“Take off your top,let me see all of you.”

Talia removed her top and Julius reached for her pleading, ripened nipple. Caressing it with his thumb. Causing slight goose bumps to appear. Leaning over he took that eager bud into his mouth and suckled it as if he was trying to suck her very essence through it.

He released it and paid the other the same omage as the first. Talia moaned and almost purred in sexual bliss. She felt when he attempted to push his thick mushroomed head dick into her slick watered channel. She lifted a little to give him better access and Oh did he have better access.

Julius watched as she accepted him inside. Talia was grinding against him as he entered. He loved the way their bodies looked connected and he was getting off by the loud moans Talia was giving.

Talia felt a glorious build start and Julius took his queue to increase his pace. He felt as if he had a bulls eye he created inside that he hit continuously without easing the intensity.

“Oh, oh…… Julius.” Talia screamed and arched as she came in waves. Julius entered her once, twice and released his seed into her as he watched Talia come down from her high.

Talia eye’s fluttered open as her breathing continued to be labored and her pussy ached from the memory of Julius visit.

Julius pulled out and discarded the used condom in a small trash basket she had in her bed room. He leaned over and kissed her deeply, yet softly.

“Talia you are so addictive. I need to leave now.”

“Why? We just shared something that was incredible.”

“It was incredible. But if I stay we will end up having sex again and I can not hold my self back twice.”

“You did not enjoy it?” She looked with a confused look on her face

“Don’t look like that. I enjoyed it immensely and if it is the last time we ever be together then it’s a memory that will haunt me deliciously. But I should really leave. I’ll call you later today.”

He tenderly kissed her on her neck and proceeded to get his cloths and leave.

‘What just happen? I really don’t get him at all’. She thought as she turned over and silently cried into her pillow.

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(Hey fire starters I hope your enjoying Talia and Julius. If you want to keep up to date with my posts. Follow and I appreciate comments and likes. Who doesn’t?)

Fia first pod cast

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Well hello and welcome to Fia’ Secret Rendevu. I’m your host Fia.

Why don’t you kick back relax and let the soft, sexy beat. Put you in the mood. At least in the mood I’m already in.

So you’ve come to find out what’s in store. I have to set the ground rules first.

Anyone and I mean anyone under the age of 18, who has accidently stumbled onto Fia Secret Randevue . Please see your way out.

this is an adult oriented Pod cast, that can get quite explicit. Hope your up for it? I am.

Now my little fire starters let’s move on shall we. For those who know me from wicked Wednesday or any other post welcome. For you first timers, Your more than welcome.

The podcast is to take you into my world. Well my club that is. The O.N.S. club (One Night Stand Club)

In this club there are different rooms to explore. a different experience just for you. I am the weaver of sexual delights. The best way to get things going, is to get it going.

So you’ve made it this far. Continue to the next pod cast and enjoy.chefchaouen-morocco-blue

Come Follow Me, Fia

 

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Good morning to all my Fire Starters out there. I just wanted to go over how you can follow me here on Word Press, without being a member.

You can google my work and on the lower right hand corner of the screen you see “Follow”. Press that it will ask you for your email. Put your email in and send. You will get a notification in your email asking you to accept. Please Except and you will receive a notice in your email every time I post something.

You will not get receive anything from any other writers if you’re not a member of Word Press. I hope this clears things up. And can not wait to engage more with my readers.

Have a wonderfully hot day. (Sensually hot)

Talia’s Truth revealed pt 3

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The lunch uneased Talia. He claimed that she had trust issues and control issues. How can someone who just met her claim to know her?

Talia went to work on Monday morning with his claims on her mind. She needed to talk to Maggie. She would have called her on the weekend but she didn’t want to bother her with what was going on .

She waited until lunch time before she talked to her. Rather she came to her to talk as usual.

“So how did it go?” She looked at her like she went to meet the king of England.

“It was not what I expected. I went there to tell him off but it turned out he told me a few things.”

“Like what. Your killing me with anticipation.”

“He said I had trust issues and I have a control issue. Do you believe that?”

Maggie sat there looking at the floor before she said anything.

“You believe that don’t you? Maggie tell me the truth.”

“Well Talia he’s not wrong. I’m just amazed that he would just tell you when he just met you.”

“Oh my god Maggie if you thought I had these problems why didn’t you tell me?”

“Talia you are not the most receptive to listening about any thing that could possibly be a problem with you. You tend to either yell or shut down.”

Talia sat there with a pain deep in her chest. Her closest friend was afraid to tell her the truth. Was she that bad?

“Are you to going to see him again? It seems like he’s getting under your skin.”

“I don’t think that would be such a good idea.”

“Why Talia, because he’s not afraid to tell you the truth. You run when things are not going your way. Girl do what you want. I’m going out to eat. You know it’s hard to care for a person more than they care about themselves. ”

“What do you mean?”

“Talia give him a chance. At least give your self a chance.” Maggie walked out without looking back.

Normally Talia would be pissed off at the world but how could she be if she felt like she fell in a hole. Yeah give him a chance.

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It’s been a week and half since the lunch date and Talia finally came out of what ever funk she was in. It kind of made her feel good that someone was willing to tell her about herself when the person she thought who was close to her couldn’t.

She decided to give Julius a call to have dinner. She was nervous to continue with a man who pushed her to the edge of being comfortably. But the attraction between them was palatable.

His phone rang and went straight to voice mail.

“Hi Julius it’s me Talia. I was wondering if dinner was still on the table? Give me a call when you can so we can talk. Bye”

She noticed that she sounded a bit nervous on the message. ‘Oh well it’s done.’ she thought to herself.

Julius did call. He called the Friday night of his return from the book tour. Talia was home watching CSI and enjoying her tai food when the phone rang. Not noticing the number, being that she was so engrossed in her show she just answered.

“Hello” she said half listening to the show and waiting for a response.

“Hi, Talia did I catch you at a bad time?”

She was caught off guard by hearing his voice she choked on her tai food.

“Talia are you alright?” He called out on the phone.

“Yes, sorry. Food went down the wrong way. I’m ok now. How was the signing?”

“The same as the other’s. I enjoy my fans but I always want to come home. Anything interesting with you?”

Yeah right before him this was her normal Friday night or Maggie would drag her out.

“No not really.”

“So I would love to take you out tomorrow night. I am supposed to meet up with a group of friends and have dinner would you accompany me.”

“You mean dinner with a group of writer’s?”

He started to laugh and it made her tingle in all the places she thought was in hibernation.

“They are not all writer’s. I think you would enjoy it and you would get to know the type of people I feel comfortable around enough to call my friends.”

He wanted her to know him better. Is he going to push her comfort level again? Most likely yes. Is she willing to go through that, that was the question.

“Hello. It’s either yes or no. Remember don’t lie and tell me what you think I want to hear.”

Talia swallowed and said,” Yes I would love too.”

“Alright I will pick you up at eight.”

“Is there a dress code at the place.”

There was silence before he answered. “I would love to see you in a sexy casual outfit. But that is my preference not the restaurant. It’s up to you really. Text me your address and I’ll see you at eight. Goodnight Talia.”

He hung up without waiting for a response. She figured that was the way he was, so she did not let it bother her.

“Shit I have to go shopping tomorrow. Casual, Sexy outfit. I need Maggie.”

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Talia went for a black lace body suit with a gold skirt and blazer. This outfit called for no bra and she was fine with that, since the lace was thickest around her nipples.She shaved her legs and after it was dry she had Maggie draw a fine line from her heel to the edge of her bottom with water proof eye liner. Just incase she sweats it wouldn’t rub off.

She took her shoulder length hair and put it in a top knot pony tail. That looked amazing drawing attention to her eyes that she lined black over the gold eyeshadow. Her lips she decided that a gloss would do since she wanted to emphasize her eyes.

Julius arrived right on time and when she met him down stairs the reaction to the way she looked was priceless. It was a combination of surprise and hunger.

He leaned in and gave her a light kiss on the cheek.

“You look amazing.”

Talia smiled and walked to car that was waiting for them in front of her building. They arrived at a restaurant at the edge of SoHo. Very small and dimly lit. Talia felt a little over dressed but she wanted to capture Julius attention any way.

They walked to a table that had three other couples there. At a brief introduction they sat and began what will always be called the illumination dinner.

The couple to Talia’s right was a husband(Fred) and wife (Alicia), were in the pastry business. He was of medium build and had a mustache. His wife was a bit heavy but a had a smile that was genuine. She wore a chain around her neck that had handcuffs on it closed. It seemed odd and out-of-place with her blue silk shirt.

The second couple(Greg and Luisa), were owner’s of several apartment complexes. He seems to find the buildings he would like to own and she buys them. He wore two thick wristbands that had a single ring on it.

The third and final couple(Grant and Joanna), seemed just as nice as the first two the only thing was she did not say much unless he gave her the ok. He was a writer of a weekly magazine that emphasize the changes in today’s society.

Talia looked at Julius and she wanted to ask a question but was not sure she should.

“By now, knowing how observant you are. I know you have questions Talia just ask because you are way to quiet.” Julius pushed.

She looked at every one at the table and blurted out, “Are you all into S&M? It just seems you all act like what I heard about.”

They all started to laugh. Luisa was the first to answer. “No we are not all into S&M, that is Grant and Joanna’s deal. Greg and I are Dom and Sub. Fred and Alicia are like we are but the reverse. Meaning I am a Domme and Fred is a Dom. So you maybe confused as to what’s the difference.

I like to be in control and Greg enjoys not having that control. I do not degrade him and I for fill what he needs. Same as Fred and Alicia. Grant and Joanna are different in a way. He for fills her needs and wants. She does not want freedom away from him.”

“That’s not normal. What do you mean needs.”

“There are those people who have a hard time getting to a place of release. As a dom you have to know your sub and how far to take them for that pleasure. You don’t want to break them. Just guide them to where they need to be. It’s a beautiful thing.”

“Why?”

“Why? You like being in control 24/7? All the time have to do this or that because if you don’t you feel like your falling apart. Here is the thing you can not learn from the books. No matter what scene your into, it’s supposed to benefit the both of you. It’s never one-sided. More times than not vanilla is one sided. Do you always climax or do you fake it to please your partner. With this honesty and trust has to be first established or don’t even do it.”

Talia was feeling very uneasy. Is this what Julius wants. She can not give up her freedom.

“I can’t be owned. That’s for animal’s.”

“Owch.” Fred said as he smiled at Talia.

“We are all married at this table except the two of you. To be married you sign a form agreeing to belong to one another. If you belong to someone isn’t that a nice way of saying own?”

“No you’re twisting it.”

“No I am not. You own every thing you have on. It belongs to you. You bought it.”

“Well see marriage is not bought.” Talia said.

They all smiled. “You pay for the license, the priest, the ring you wear. In the eye’s of the law you are owned.”

Talia ran out the restaurant. These people are crazy and they seemed so nice. Julius walked right out after her.

“Julius I can’t be owned.” A small tear slid down her check.

“Talia I did not put that on the table. But I wanted to give you a look at normal people who are in the scene and live happy lives. Not vanilla, just appear vanilla.”

“So your saying that you don’t want that with me. You don’t vanilla.”

Julius smiled, “I want a shade of chocolate with you. But tonight I will give you the vanilla that you want. Be honest you do want me tonight?”

Talia looked at him, “Yes.”

We’ll tonight you will have me.

(So Talia and Julius will have their night together next exert. If you’re enjoying the story please follow and like. Love to hear from you.)