Mistaken Tears

Some say that tears, when shed, are healing

Why don’t I feel healed then

I can tell you why

But will you accept the truth

Accepting responsibility

and showing that you understand

Are the steps to move forward

There is a problem here

Deep rooted

Like an old tree in the middle of the woods

stands tall, but the inside is rotted

These tears, you have mistaken for sorrow

Let me clarify

They are rage

They escape, so I do not lash out

Do not nod your head as if you understand

Do not make any excuses

An excuse is just an excuse

 I’m not one to forgive twice

I believe that’s where we all go wrong

Forgiveness is a grace given

 I have just so much grace to give

Once these tears stop

and my nails stopped digging into the palms of my hands

I will say what needs to be said

In a calm manner

Till then, you need to leave

say nothing

Because the pounding in my ears

Drown out every word you say

F. I.R.E

I am on fucking fire

from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet

The fire started from within

Blood drips from every opening

Sizzling the moment, it hits outer skin

I want to cry

But I can not

I screamed so loud

you hear not

Let me die

Maybe then you would see

Me!

They say we are more than

this body

The soul is who we are

What if the soul died a long time ago

Yes a soul can die, I think

I never asked one personally

Nerves are being singed now

Tremors erupts and you watch as the fire burns

You do not worry about me

You never did.

Collapsed as chard remains sizzle and smoke

What is left is the mind

That will soon leave as well

Short People Dilemma During Sex

Have you ever thought about how it is to be intimate with a short person? Oh, I know what you are thinking. When we lay down, we line up.  
 
Naa. Not necessarily.  
 
There are some obstacles we have to go through just to reach that magnificent climax.  


Now I got you thinking right?  
 
Let’s start with just making out. Your person is 4’10” or 11”. You 5 “ 10 or taller. Shorties love to tilt our heads back. But when you start feeling that burn. You know.. That muscle that you rarely stretch out starts to burn and then spasm in the back of you neck. Not cool, my dude.  
 
Then you say “Just straddle me”.  
 
Ok, climbing on top, in a sitting position. Everything is lined up. Until you lay back. The lineup is gone. If I am following you down kissing. The pussy and the dick aint touching no more or you break the kiss. Keep on the grind, and nipples are in the nowhere zone.  
 
Boy, you know those nipples belong in your mouth. Stop playin’.  
 
Now you are thinking, Let me just do it from behind.  Pillow under the stomach to get my ass at the right height so you don’t have to do squat thrusts and catch a Charlie horse.  
 
This is where the bedding is super importante. No and I mean absolutely No Silk Sheets.  
It is like being in a slip-and-slide amusement park. God forbid you get one good shot in. That is when your head meets the headboard, and you lose that arch of your back.  
 
Wap” on the ass and a. “Get that ass back up here”  
 
Not all of it is as bad as I am making it seem. I mean, at least when you kneel to give head, you’re right there. Super focus at the task at hand.  
 
I was told I could be held upside down.  
 
Yeaa, Nooo.  
 
Bodies hot and slippery. Head hitting the floor.  
 
Where am I going with this? I have no idea. Random thoughts come at me out of nowhere. I hope it made you laugh.

Nasty (18+ Only)

Never wanted to meet him

Never wanted to see him

But he swims around in my Dm’s

Everyday and the weekends

What is it about him

That I cannot live without him

My shorty has some cloutin’

I run over like a fountain

Knows how to run the lines

Takes me there every time

Shy but unafraid

Makes me want to get laid

Saturday night is when we freakin’

Couldn’t wait for the weekend

Pop a bottle and sippin

Puddle on the floor cause I’m drippin

Lick, lick slurp it up

 it’s that time we gonna fuck

I love the taste of me on his lips

He knows I love the taste of his dick

Drip drop here it comes

The sweet and salty taste of his precum

You see the tip it has a hole in it

My tongue try’s to push throw

Wanting more semen on it

Slip, dip and ride on it

Slap that ass and stay right on it

You never knew what country I’m

Dick so good I’m speaking in tongues

You move to the left

Shimmy to the right

Grab my hair

Hold on tight

I’m a Capricorn son

Let me school you

We keep climbing to the sun

This is no wham bam and then you through

You feel that grip

My pussy got the mitus touch

You better think of something else

You better not bust that nut

There it goes

I am so close

Grab my neck ,

squeeze my throat

Came and wiped out

Like a hurricane, it my house

Your mouth took possession of mine

Stop teasing me,,,your mine

Chain Me To The Bed (Poem)

Chain me baby to the bed
Let me drink in your intense scrutiny
Chain me baby to the bed
So I cannot break free from thee

Tempt me to the point
That prayer will not save me
Break me to the point
Let the demon out and play with me

If you hear me scream
Do not stop I beg of you
If you see I begin to cream
I’ll only do it for you

Take me to a height
That I cannot see reality
Take me here tonight
I promise to leave with my sanity

Chain me baby to the bed
Make it good and tight
Chain me baby to the bed
Take what you will I give up the fight.

That is all I have time for. Nite Nite.

Good Bye My Lover pt 31

Noel

After receiving Nicolas’s phone call, I took action. I called the heads of the five fractions to meet me at the Parlay House.

My father created the parlay house so that the other leaders felt safe. No vampire crossed the boundaries to another unless it was a time of war.

After Darlene had woken up earlier from a dream, I noticed she had a hard time falling back to sleep, but when she did, she was unmoving.

I’ll ask her what she dreamt about later but it’s time to fully and bring her up to speed and she’s not going to like it.

Walking into my kitchen, I made her her favorite cup of coffee and pulled out some fruits from the fridge. She was starting to stir, and I knew the coffee would do that to her.

In no less than five minutes, a sleepy Darlene made it to the kitchen.

“Coffee… did I tell you today that I love you? ” she said as she scratched her head and then paused, looking straight at me.

She has never told me she loved me. This is the first time she has ever said the words. I knew how she felt, and she knows how I feel, but the words were never uttered until now.

Realizing the impact of those words, I can tell that her heart amped up several beats as she waited for my response.

“No, you’ve never told me that. I love you too.” We both stood there staring instead of talking to each other. I think the shock of those three words held more weight than we imagined. I hate to break what is going on between us at this very moment, but I need to put this behind me for a moment and be a leader.

Breaking the moment I looked at the coffee in my hand and the fruit and the plate and placed it on the island in front of her and she moved towards it without saying a word.

“Darling, you may not like me after what I’m about to have you do, but it’s for your safety.”

She would not make eye contact, and I think she was waiting for the ball to drop.

“I am sending you back home. To your family until I control this situation and the city.”

She looked up at me and she said something that I never expected it.

“Noel, I was going to tell you I was going back home before you even said that. I need to be with my mother right now.”

Wait a minute. What is going on? Both of us had something more to say but refused to say it, and I couldn’t have her leave without her knowing my reasons for sending her away.

“There is going to be a war for the city, and I never told you this, but I never claimed the city as my own. And doing this, there are others who are trying to take over the city, and I refuse for you to be in the crossfires. I won’t be able to handle if anything happens to you.”

Darling nodded and understood but did not elaborate more on why she needed to go home to her mother.

“Well, it’s settled then I will be leaving on the next train out. I need to call my mother and let her know I’m on my way.”

She turned and went back to the bedroom, and I wanted it to listen in to that call, but I refused to do that. She needed her privacy, and I needed to digest that the woman in the next room was in love with me.

Sammy

After the premonition dream, I told Blue that I would like to speak to the witch’s council. We have never been on friendly terms, but I know this war that we’re about to be witness to, ohh, you have to help.

What I did not tell Blue is that if the world does not claim the right property to the city that the vampires will annihilate all witches including the council.

The council held very powerful witches from very powerful bloodlines. They can turn the tide of this war if they choose to. But everything has a weakness, and their complacency is theirs.

They’re in plain sight, and neighbors know of their existence but never pass the barriers.

I called the temp agencies so the shop would be opened on time, and then I texted Noel to let him know that I would be at work later and that we would need to talk.

Blue is impressive she managed to get the council members together in such a short period.

Going to the main council house,, I chanted the No Fear spell for courage. The grand is one to be feared of, but I need to stand my ground, being that I am eclectic and have no pantheon that I follow strictly. They do not like this fact about me.

Walking into the circle and looking at the women and men of the council, I began to tell them about what was coming and what we needed to do.

Nicholas

After calling Noel and letting him know he needed to prepare for war. I could not stand by in the shadows and see all the devastation that is about to occur without standing by my brother.

I am not the only damn fear that was created, and not letting Noel know was part of the pack that we had. At the moment, we are 10,000 strong. Not even their so-called Sentinels know of our existence due to the mixed blood. We are considered as helpless as humans.

When I meet with Noah today, I will tell him that I will be calling in my troops to help fight this battle. I have moved up in the ranks so quickly that they will follow me to death as I will follow any of them.

Darlene

I just told Noel that I loved him. Now I have to leave him because I need my mother. She’s a powerful woman, and she will tell me if my dream is true or not. I had a feeling that No Well was more than just a shop owner. But what would it mean for us if he claimed the city?

“Darling, what’s wrong, honey?” My mother said in her heavy southern drawl

“Mama, I’m coming home for a little bit.”

The silence was just two seconds, but it felt like a day passed.

“You come on home now. I have been feeling you need me very strongly girl.” She said

“I will be home before sunset. Bye Mama”

I hung up the phone, feeling slightly numb. I did not want to leave the man I had just told I loved you, too, but I knew I needed to go in my gut. What is to become of us?

We are going to wrap up this series soon. Hope you stayed with me through this.

Submissive Confession

Confess to me

In this space of secracy

What you tell me will be

between you and me

Make it a true confession in the end

You will be taught a lesson

Bless me mistress for I have sinned

You have started out perfect

Continue…. begin

I have thoughts

I have wants

desires

Impurity

is going to throw me into the fire

You’ll burn with what I give you tonight

Kneel before me enjoy my bite

Before we begin

I deserve a token

open my robe lean in

Place a kiss for words that were spoken

You did that so beautifully

The strap I picked out is more for me

Than you, you see

count it out and when were done

I will allow absolution to come

“One…….”