I wanted to post my writing of my series of letters here. I did not professionally edit this. You have this in its raw form.
With practice and time, it will get better. Thank you for listening to this.
Fia xoxo
I wanted to post my writing of my series of letters here. I did not professionally edit this. You have this in its raw form.
With practice and time, it will get better. Thank you for listening to this.
Fia xoxo
I was warned several times
I said I can handle it
The more you said Nah
The more I said I can handle it
WTF, I can’t handle it
Smooth is an understatement of what I felt
To be caressed inside your body
Something I never felt
first, it burned. I expected that
Then it was sweet and a little numbing
My head titled back
Now I have many a bottled lover in my time
Many who did the job, and I felt just fine
McCullen decided that he wanted to make a move
I had my big girl panties on, and I was ready to groove
He treated me like I was brand new
I knew what to do
I was instructed for a bit of fun
rub my tongue across the rim umm
makes me think of another rim yumm
I took him down several swallows
That took him down so deep that my throat was hollow
He dribbled out just a little bit
I cursed my jaw muscle, why did I let that shit slip
expensive as fuck
worth every penny though
makes my mind wander though
How many people did he plunder though
Anyway, it was my time, it was my place
It was my mind, it was my face, it was my mouth it wasssssss
Slow and steady, wins the race
I swallowed too fast, I couldn’t keep pace
WTF did I do
I wanna be his mistress, that’s true
If I say parts are not well lubed and primed
I will be lying, I can’t think of another rhyme
Melodic music is softly played through the sound system. Nothing you can dance to, more of a supplemental message under the tunes. I know this because I created it. At the back to the left there is a curtain that has several hidden secrets. I know of these secrets because I know the owner, whose name is Feast.
Fish is, of course, a cover name. Isn’t that a very satisfied person? What’s adorned him with . he liked it so much. He decided to keep it . he stands at 5 feet, 11 inches tall . complexion is deceitful. At 1 moment, it is the color of dark Bron in the class that light hits from the above ceiling.
And then at the next, it could be sweet. Honey. In the summer, when the sun is just right.
His eyes are just as deceiving tonight. They are hazing, leaning towards green.
He outlines the rooms with dark chocolate liner. His lips are pouty but natural. His hair is pulled back. But if allowed to be free, it falls in waves right at his jawline.
I left my glass of water with lemon to my lips and tear my gaze away from him. It is not unusual for me to watch. And he knows it . a matter of fact he encourages need to watch .
The music changes, and I notice two people enter.
One man tall, wearing all black. That’s a silver chain link. Reminiscent of circle cuffs. What does it scream to me? They are wanna be’s. The woman stands two inches, shorter, nice frame tits too big and pronounced. Giving, just have them done so look at me .
I’ve seen this before. it’s not unusual. They’re on the hunt. I chuckled to myself because I swear they will not stand a chance here.
But it will be fun to watch them try. They split up to work in their rooms separately. For a power dynamic, they are horrible at it.
It’s best that I describe the room to you. It will give you an understanding of why I say what I am saying . At the bar there are several spots are taken by those who are are newly awakening to this way of life, and yet they both crash and burn.
Let’s move more into the room. You get those who are more seasoned and know exactly what they like and who they would like to play with .. Yet again, they burn. They regroup at the bar, looking around and the woman spots me.
Again, internally, I laugh. If they choose to come to my table, they have lost before they even begin. She whispers something to him, and he glances my way as if I am the last target for the night.
They both walk over and take a seat across from me
Error one
“ You’re sitting in the dark just watching. Do you like to watch?” she asks, waiting for me to respond.
Error two
I sit and wait to see what he says. He crosses his arms to show what? He’s fit? I’m not impressed.
“Do you want to join us in a little fun?” she asked as he sat there watching, engaging me.
Error three
“ My name is Emma and this is Balka. Your name is?”
I have to correct this before they end up regretting, what they are inviting into their night. I begin to tap my finger against the glass to the beat of the new song. it’s odd that this particular song is played at this time. I look at both of them before I say one word.
Leaning forward, I say, “ First, you were not invited to sit in my space. Second, you ask too many questions. Third you two do not know what you are doing. He is supposedly the dominant of you, too and you I guess is the top?
I’m going to tell you what I see. What I see is two submissives who think they know what they are doing. Did you get your information off the internet or something?”
I watch to see you what I have said sinks into their heads. He has still not uttered one word, but I knew I had struck a nerve by the way he was clenching his jaw. She, on the other hand, looked taken aback by my obvious and on-point observation.
Leaning back in my chair, I decided, why not? “ What I’m going to do for both of you is generous. Since you need something tangible to call me. My name is A.”
I say this while tapping a different beat on my glass, opposite the beat that is playing in the systems at this exact moment. They both feel confused and a little angry.
“You are very presumptuous to state what you think we are. “A” is the name you’re going by? Really like The Scarlet Letter?”
My taps change again, they shift in their seats.
I tell them, ” Go to room 12. Remove all your clothing and wait for me. You do not speak until you are spoken to.” This aimed at the mouthy woman.
Watching both of them I see the effect that I’m having on them. Their eyes begin to dilate. They do not understand who I am and what I do. They rise from my table and start walking towards the back. They must have done research on the club to know the rooms are in the back.
Once they left, Feast walked over to me with a grin.
“Hey, what’s up with those two?”
I look at him with a slight smile on my face, but I have stopped tapping on the glass.
“ I feel like creating a new song tonight. Do not worry, they will remember, and maybe they will learn what it means to come to my table.”
Feast starts to chuckle and leans down so no one else can hear what he says to me.
“ I feel sorry for them. They got snagged in the web.”
With that, he leaves and goes back to charming two possibilities for himself tonight. Everyone who is vetted into this club knows that once you sit at this table, you are snagged into the composer’s web.
Are you ready to be openly claimed
It is not the same
It’s your choice, but it’s not a game
You’ll wear my symbol
You’re lucky I won’t brand you
Well, there is a branding
But that’s between us two
You want to think about it
Go right ahead
You know where I’m at
Right in this bed
If your choice is yes
Come to me undressed
Hard and excited
I will accept no less
They say a contract should be drawn up.
It’s ready and waiting
For your signature to be placed upon
You feel that you may get neglected
You have more power over me
I bet you did not expect it
I am danger
I am hunger
I am deprived
And I could be your savior
You don’t want to think
You want to move an autopilot
You want to get to that place
You know subspace
All your wants will be given
As my insatiable beast is feedin’
You had a taste of my palace of joy
All the implements I could use, all the toys
Don’t bite your lips
That’s for me to do
Go now and think about it
Your choice
I’ll openly claim you, boo.
Two times, I am going to make this request.
Once in the morning
Once tonight
I am looking to claim you.
Openly
You up for the task?
The closed cuffs
The belt choker collar
The bite marks right above your nipple and your hip
My handprint blazing that gorgeous ass of yours
You know I’ll have a Saint Andrews Cross engraved with your name in my dungeon.
Just for you
Are you tempted to be mine?
I’ll wait
Tonight pet.
(Hey, fire starters. I feel like stoking the flames today. Are you up to play with me? There will be a short story and the second request. lol)
Never wanted to meet him
Never wanted to see him
But he swims around in my Dm’s
Everyday and the weekends
What is it about him
That I cannot live without him
My shorty has some cloutin’
I run over like a fountain
Knows how to run the lines
Takes me there every time
Shy but unafraid
Makes me want to get laid
Saturday night is when we freakin’
Couldn’t wait for the weekend
Pop a bottle and sippin
Puddle on the floor cause I’m drippin
Lick, lick slurp it up
it’s that time we gonna fuck
I love the taste of me on his lips
He knows I love the taste of his dick
Drip drop here it comes
The sweet and salty taste of his precum
You see the tip it has a hole in it
My tongue try’s to push throw
Wanting more semen on it
Slip, dip and ride on it
Slap that ass and stay right on it
You never knew what country I’m
Dick so good I’m speaking in tongues
You move to the left
Shimmy to the right
Grab my hair
Hold on tight
I’m a Capricorn son
Let me school you
We keep climbing to the sun
This is no wham bam and then you through
You feel that grip
My pussy got the mitus touch
You better think of something else
You better not bust that nut
There it goes
I am so close
Grab my neck ,
squeeze my throat
Came and wiped out
Like a hurricane, it my house
Your mouth took possession of mine
Stop teasing me,,,your mine
They said I didn’t want you
They lied
They said I would never support you
They don’t know
What we have built together
what storms we weathered together
What passion and unabashed extasy
we shared.
They do not know. You do.
Come to me and lay underneath the night sky
As the stars write what others wish they knew

I’ll be at StarsRite.com when you decide to follow
There are points of innocence in life
Where the time is lost
and purity is so divine
sometimes, losing it has a cost
It’s like walking up stairs
No one has ever touched it before
once you’ve placed your footprint
it’s changed forevermore
Untouched from another
leaves innocence in place
The darkness knows the light
it wants a taste
Leaning in with fear in the air
With a whispered promise to take care
“Give me the first taste of sweet virgin lips”
He pulls back, deciding if…
The darkness should be the first to taste
Or wait for another with his gift
Darkness realizes too much thought is in his head
Grabbing and plundering his mouth, she took instead
The timidity and uncertainty of unpracticed tongue
Was replaced with hunger the longer it went on
Another part became alive
Wanting to feel what it had been deprived
Darkness pulls back, looking in dazed blues
When you’re ready
I will take that, too.
I did not see it coming
Your arrival was like a feather floating on the breeze
A low hum of your name
Then it started to nag at me
I looked
Why did I look?
Hooked on words
Your words …
I raged and condemned
Could not let them see
They would all see
I am bending
Breaking
I will tell…..
No, I will demand
Cease and desist!
I’M NOT READY!
Secretly, I have goals
Goals with cobwebs
But they are my goals
What is this?
What does it mean?
It’s not the right time
It has to be a dream
I’m excited
I can feel my heart again
I’m scared
I can feel my heart again
I can do this.
There is no choice in the matter
My heart decided the minute
Your name became the chatter
Moving in close
I said and did More than I thought I would
If this should end
I did the best that I could
Living for the moment
Helps me go through the day
Even though it’s online
I gave my heart away.
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