If You Only Knew

If you only knew what you could not do, why even try

You can not step your foot out of the door

You can not venture out and explore

You can not sing in a high key

Wait a minute, that’s not you, that’s me

You can not go dancing in the rain

Or listen to it hit the window pane

You can not say hello to me

I mean really

Me?

I will not push and I will not pry

But why not try something you have bottled inside

Like, put anchovies on a pizza

Or actually go and finally meet her

Try on something that you like

They don’t like it; they can take a hike

Anxiety is a wretched thing

Not something to overcome easily

Never peace does it bring

I am not saying to go the opposite way

Too much is too much on any given day

What I am saying is to dip a toe in

Maybe two if you can swim

Let’s just have fun and just be

That’s all I got for now, Fia  Naturie xoxox

F. I.R.E

I am on fucking fire

from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet

The fire started from within

Blood drips from every opening

Sizzling the moment, it hits outer skin

I want to cry

But I can not

I screamed so loud

you hear not

Let me die

Maybe then you would see

Me!

They say we are more than

this body

The soul is who we are

What if the soul died a long time ago

Yes a soul can die, I think

I never asked one personally

Nerves are being singed now

Tremors erupts and you watch as the fire burns

You do not worry about me

You never did.

Collapsed as chard remains sizzle and smoke

What is left is the mind

That will soon leave as well

Mine

Mine

You know when they say

What is mine is mine

On any given day

Every single time

No, I don’t need to elaborate.

This is no doctrine

You are no head of state

I don’t need a pardon

I came

I took

&

I concurred

What do you have to say

Doesn’t mean shit, anyway

You didn’t want to step on my toes

Yes, you did

This isn’t my first rodeo

Your game is weak

 That must be why

You speak in the Dm’s

Am I telling a lie

Fear is a Bitch

Emotions are worse

But sorry Boo

Just spittin’ facts,

I was here first

Throw your shit

 See if there is a taker

Everyone here knows who you are

 you’re the faker

Your true identity is no safer

You’re as sweet as a lollipop

I’m fire; my heat doesn’t stop

Once my pussy juice drips

Hits his lips

You’re like a soap bubble

POP!

You need to go before I really let loose

The beast is restrained

You keep coming

You will lose

Go after another fish in this lake of ours

 Keep coming for what is mine

You will be pushing up flowers

Tears never worked on me

So suck it up

You can’t have what’s mine

Go now and shut the fuck up

They do not know

They said I didn’t want you

They lied

They said I would never support you

They don’t know

What we have built together

what storms we weathered together

What passion and unabashed extasy

we shared.

They do not know. You do.

Come to me and lay underneath the night sky

As the stars write what others wish they knew

I’ll be at StarsRite.com when you decide to follow

Fia Updates

Hello my fire starters. It’s been a while since I called you that but you all ignite the imagination with your work. That is why I consider you fire starters.

You may have noticed that I have been talking about my magazine, Hypo Frost Magazine, coming out in December. I have also been talking about Starsrite.com, a writing community where I collaborate.

In the coming weeks, you will see that I have been hard at work writing and editing personal projects.

I would love to communicate with you more. Keep your eyes open for…..

I’ll keep it a secret for now. Have a brilliant day and set the world on fire.

Fia xoxo