If You Only Knew

If you only knew what you could not do, why even try

You can not step your foot out of the door

You can not venture out and explore

You can not sing in a high key

Wait a minute, that’s not you, that’s me

You can not go dancing in the rain

Or listen to it hit the window pane

You can not say hello to me

I mean really

Me?

I will not push and I will not pry

But why not try something you have bottled inside

Like, put anchovies on a pizza

Or actually go and finally meet her

Try on something that you like

They don’t like it; they can take a hike

Anxiety is a wretched thing

Not something to overcome easily

Never peace does it bring

I am not saying to go the opposite way

Too much is too much on any given day

What I am saying is to dip a toe in

Maybe two if you can swim

Let’s just have fun and just be

That’s all I got for now, Fia  Naturie xoxox

Lotion

 One  pump in the palm of my hand but it’s not enough

 Two pumps now we’re getting somewhere

 Three pumps of smooth creamy nicely scented lotion

 The heat in my palm

 Will get it to the right temperature

 I place both palms together and slowly

 ever so gently rub my hands in a circular motion

 While I’m doing this

 I am keeping continued eye contact

 Because this lotion is going to be rubbed into every

  nuance of your body

I see you are bit excited of where this lotion is going to go

 why don’t we start at ,,,,,

(Can you finish that stanza? I dare ya)

Poetry Rising

Who said poetry is dead, and if so, how do you know

 If all poets and poetesses are buried six feet below 

 We should rise to their surprise 

To show that we will never go

 They talk about the darkness as if it’s a second soul

 They talk about Romance as if it cannot be let go

 They talk about anger gripping them so deep, You Feel It In your sole

 They talk about erotic scenes that your eyes cannot let go

 Poetry is not dead

 Don’t let that petty talk go straight to your head

 Come with me and let’s play

 Just maybe you’ll want to stay

 You are so sweet and so tender

I just wonder if you

Or you can come and render 

The poet or poetess out

From your darkness

Mine

Mine

You know when they say

What is mine is mine

On any given day

Every single time

No, I don’t need to elaborate.

This is no doctrine

You are no head of state

I don’t need a pardon

I came

I took

&

I concurred

What do you have to say

Doesn’t mean shit, anyway

You didn’t want to step on my toes

Yes, you did

This isn’t my first rodeo

Your game is weak

 That must be why

You speak in the Dm’s

Am I telling a lie

Fear is a Bitch

Emotions are worse

But sorry Boo

Just spittin’ facts,

I was here first

Throw your shit

 See if there is a taker

Everyone here knows who you are

 you’re the faker

Your true identity is no safer

You’re as sweet as a lollipop

I’m fire; my heat doesn’t stop

Once my pussy juice drips

Hits his lips

You’re like a soap bubble

POP!

You need to go before I really let loose

The beast is restrained

You keep coming

You will lose

Go after another fish in this lake of ours

 Keep coming for what is mine

You will be pushing up flowers

Tears never worked on me

So suck it up

You can’t have what’s mine

Go now and shut the fuck up

Morning Water

 Men wake up with morning wood    
Everybody wonders if women could  
 Wake up with something just the same  
I’m here to tell you we do under a different name  
   
We wake up in morning water    
Yep, you heard me right. There is no other  
 Very wet and surrounded by moisture  
 Waiting for that mouth, finger, or pole sir    
   
You’ve wondered why we do not say  
 Why should we tell you and give it all away  
 I’m saying it now, but I don’t give a shit  
I want you to hurry up and slip in that dick  
   
When the kitten is sleeping and purring in the bed  
All she is dreaming of is what you feel like in her head  
 Contentment is not the word    
We want to soar like an eagle any kind of bird    
   
Takes us up very high  
Or bring us down to hell  
We don’t care , why wonder why  
   
Morning water is sweet, you see  
Maybe you want to taste it    
And bring us to ecstasy  
   
Water everywhere you can feel.  
Come on, give us the  big deal  
Now, ladies, I’m sorry I let it go  
But men do wonder these things, you know  
   
They get morning wood it’s stiff and hard    
Even weeps now and then    
Can you imagine what kind of state therein  
They just wonder if we, as women, can understand  
   
 Morning water is what we call it  
 Now you know  
 go for it

Online Only (Poem)

I did not see it coming  
Your arrival was like a feather floating on the breeze  
A low hum of your name  
Then it started to nag at me  
 
I looked  
Why did I look?  
Hooked on words  
Your words …  
 
I raged and condemned  
Could not let them see  
They would all see  
 
I am bending  
Breaking  
I will tell…..  
No, I will demand  
Cease and desist!  
 
I’M NOT READY!
 
Secretly, I have goals  
Goals with cobwebs  
But they are my goals  
 
What is this?  
What does it mean?  
It’s not the right time  
It has to be a dream  
 
I’m excited  
I can feel my heart again  
 
I’m scared  
I can feel my heart again  
 
I can do this.  
There is no choice in the matter  
My heart decided the minute  
Your name became the chatter  
 
Moving in close  
I said and did More than I thought I would  
If this should end  
I did the best that I could  
 
Living for the moment  
Helps me go through the day  
Even though it’s online  
I gave my heart away.

Shall I call you Alice

Shall I call you Alice

A for alluring

L for lust

I for intoxicating

C for complete submission

E for exquisite

I think Alice is the perfect name for who is kneeling before me.

 You’ve earned the collar I placed around your neck.

 I have bound myself to you, and you have done the same.

Now be good and place those lips where it shows me you are mine.