Oral (Poem)

Its been years.

When I last saw you

Reliving fears

Memories that don’t haunt you.

“Do this for me.”

I remember that clear.

“Just open your mouth.”

You’re asking was sincere.

I look at it again.

Why was it so swollen?

So Thick

“Just try, take the tip”

I nodded when I went down.

All my fears wearing a dark gown.

One face in particular flashed before my eyes

Sister Carol stating my demise.

‘Don’t judge me’

That’s what I thought.

As I lick my lips,

And I took what he brought.

A mingle of flavors,

Crashed into my mouth.

Irish spring, cologne, and musk,

All went south.

He injected further,

Into the hole.

Barely taking it all,

Had nothing to hold.

“Relax your jaw,

Then swallow it in”

‘Is he crazy?’

Cried the sister again.

Steeling myself.

Stiffining my back.

“I’ll give him this’ I thought.

I can’t take it back.

Faster he rode.

Quickening the pace.

“I’m cuming. Stay still.

Let it go on your face.”

He pulled out.

And corded rope

Escaped my mouth.

It landed on it’s mark.

On my face,

On swollen lips, as they part.

“Did you like.

What we did?

Don’t be afraid to say.”

“It was my first time. Maybe

I will another day.”

Another time did not come.

Janine took over.

I felt so dumb.

Now I have a new lover.

It’s been years since it happened,

I acquired the taste.

Too bad you were in a hurry.

In such a haste.

The fear I remember,

Was a time gone by.

He let me go.

And I did not die.

(Let me know how you like it. Fia xoxox)