7
Talia packed a couple of her outfits, that she was sure that Julius would like, and she had bought along a negligee. That she has never worn in her dresser with her. She will wear it this weekend.
Talia felt a bit nervous. She was willing to sign the contract, but could she go through with it.
“No, Talia you never back down from a challenge and you can probably change him a bit to come your way.” She said to her self as she finished getting her toiletries together.
Julius was at her place by seven. This time he pulled up in a car instead of calling for a cab.
“New car?” She asked as she stepped inside.
“I rented this for the weekend. I want to take you places and I don’t want to wait for a cab every time I want to go or come back.” He said smiling
He reached over and swiped his thumb over her glossed lips. Talia waited for him to lean over and kiss her. Instead he licked his thumb to taste the gloss. He chuckled to himself.
“What’s so funny?”
“One, there is no flavor to your lip gloss and as sweet as it looks it’s a shame, and two you looked like you want to be kissed. That I will hold off on . Why don’t we both suffer a bit.”
Julius smiled as he drove us back to his home. He was being such a gentleman, not that he ever acted other wise. Once inside, Talia was greeted by Julius succulent lips on hers. He had a way of kissing her that she would feel as if the floor had slipped away.
Once they parted, Julius held her hand and guided her to the living room.
“What would you like to drink?” He asked as he walked over to his mini bar.
“You pick.” Talia said as she looked around and noticed the papers on one of the end tables.
Julius handed her the drink and took some of his own. He chose a deceiving drink for her to have. It was sweet at first but moments later you felt a nice warmth inside.
“I see the papers and I just want to sign them and get that out-of-the-way.”
“No, not yet.” He said “This is a binding contract between us. I will be responsible for your needs as you are responsible for mine.”
“I understand.”
“If I want you to do something, I do not want to be question as to why. That I can see will be an obstacle for you.”
Talia took another drink and nodded but she was going to give this an honest try.
“I can do that.”
“I have consequences, they were created for you if you do not follow what is required.”
Talia thought about it and something struck her and she needed to say it now or she will always think that the threat would be there.
“Julius I do not consent to rape.”
“That is good, because I do not want to rape you. That is not me.”
“There may be times I will not want to be with you sexually.” She told him.
“Do you think sex is all I require to make me happy?”
Talia looked at him to see if he was lying to her.
“No.”
“Good if you are still willing to sign. Here are the papers.”
The papers were professionally drawn up and she signed on the last of the three pages.
“Can I get a copy of that?”
“Yes. I’ll have it for you by tomorrow morning. Now come with me upstairs. I have a gift for you.”
Talia swallowed the last of her remaining drink and followed Julius up to his bedroom.
The room was tremendous. It housed a large bed with four posts. At one side of the room He had a full length mirror and the other had a door leading to a bathroom connected to another bed room.
“Two bedrooms?”
“Yes, we will argue but I will not sleep on my couch if I don’t sleep next to you.”
“Oh. So you figure we will argue then.”
“Enough questions. From the moment you signed the papers you are mine. In that fashion I want you to wear this.”
He handed her a box. A rather large box. Inside it held several pieces of jewelry. One was a pin that held a sleeping leopard on it. There was two hair combs that had the same leopard and finally a bracelet.
Julius took out the bracelet. It was a white fourteen carat gold bracelet with emerald-green eyes. “Once I place this on your wrist you are mine. My pet.”
“Pet?”
“In my world you will be considered as my pet. They will see this and know you belong to me and no one must make any advances on you. You also spoke when I said not too. That’s why I chose a cat. Very independent but loyal.” Julius tenderly kissed her.
“Now Talia take off all your cloths. I Only want to see the bracelet on you.”
Talia was feeling a bit uncomfortable. Never undressing in front of someone as they watched. Once she took off the lace bra and panty set she fought hard not to cover her self.
“Your uncomfortable about your body? You can speak”
“I have to lose a few pounds that’s all.”
“Go to the mirror.” He said as he stood watching her.
“Here is what I see. Two full breasts that fit comfortably in my hand and two devilish nipples that just appeared, taunting me to pay them attention.” Julius stood beside her caressing her breast.
“I see a soft stomach with no crease, no lines. Supple begging for my touch.” As his hand slid down touching her skin causing Talia to sway.
“I see nicely rounded hips. I can firmly grip, as I take you over and over.” He stood behind her and held her firmly. Slightly edging her forward with his thumbs, so her bottom touched the zipper of his pants.
“I see a voluminous gift that was given to you. Firm and full, forever ready for me.”
Talia mouth was getting dry from breathing so hard.
“And what else, I see? A triangular pyramid, that is ready and willing to house a god. Only when the door is open.”
As Julius right hand slid to the front of her waiting sex, he motioned for her to spread them for him. Talia did as he asked and her eyes began to flutter close for the feel of his fingers circling her swollen clit.
“Talia open your eyes and watch me take care of my treasure.” He whispered in her ear.
He made his way into her moist channel and deeply pushed in. Julius fingers were slowly being coated by her juices. He increased the pace. He watched as her skin took on a sheen and trembled.
“I feel you surrounding my fingers, trying to keep me in.”
Talia watched as he continued pleasing and tormenting her. “Do You want to cum?”
Talia nodded. “Cum my beautiful Talia. Cum and let me see my work slide down your trembling thighs.”
Talia came hard and as she felt her feminine wine glide down. Julius kissed her neck and stepped back.
“Now when you see your self in a mirror naked. Remember what I see. Understand?”
She nodded as her orgasmic waves started to subside.
“Now stand there and look at my treasure for five minutes. Then get dressed and come to dinner. I have something special for you. Remember five minutes.”
Julius stepped out of the room and Talia looked at her self and knew her life will never be the same again.
8
Talia put her clothes back on with a smile. She had never had someone pay attention to her body the way Julius was doing. But she felt a little guilty because she was getting a lot of attention and yet he did not demand anything for himself.
She went to the dining room reminding herself not to speak. She never thought that would be the hardest thing to do when you’re not mad at someone. But she found it was extremely difficult when she seen the table set and at the center of the table was white lily’s.
Julius appeared behind her and gave her a brief kiss on her cheek. She didn’t know what cologne he was wearing but it was driving her crazy. It must have pheromones mixed in it or something.
He held out her chair for her to sit and she did. She almost said thank you but immediately she remembered and smiled instead.
“Nicely done, pet. You may speak while we have dinner.”
“The table looks amazing.”
He smiled and walked over to his side of the table and sat looking at her. “I’m glad you like it. The dinner should be ready in a couple of more minutes. How do you feel so far?”
“I feel fine. Better than fine.” Her eyes quickly left his and glanced down at her plate.
“What is it? Don’t make me ask twice.”
“I feel a bit guilty. You are giving me all these thing and I am not giving anything in return.” She whispered, “even sexually.”
“Ah I see. You are giving me more than you know and I am taking it slow with you since you have not been in this type of relationship before. But believe me once you know what is required of you. I will demand it. As for me taking care of you. That is my job the minute you signed the papers. now the food is ready.”
He rose and went to the kitchen to retrieve their dinner. As the night went on the spoke of things that was going on with their careers and what they aspire to do in the future. Julius leaned back and watched Talia as she took another sip of wine before she continued about her life.
“Talia I will require something from you tonight.”
Oh it sounded serious. Had he changed his mind and wanted to jump into the scene part of the relationship?’ she thought.
“Yes what is it?”
“Your key.”
“You want my key to my place?”
“Is that hard for you, to give to me?”
She thought about it. That would give him access to her life completely was she ready for that step?
“Lift your plate, Talia.” He told her.
She did as she was told was surprised to see a key laying there.
“I don’t play games with what is mine. If you plan on shutting me out so you have a place you can go to do what ever you want. That is unacceptable.”
“Are you saying that I would cheat on you because I could lock you out of my place.”
There was something that crossed his eye’s she had never seen before.
“I do not share. If I want you to be with another that would be discussed at length. Other wise your body is sacred to me. Only I have access.”
Talia could not think of the words to reply to what he just said.
“You would want me with another in the future?” She said as her heart started beating rapidly.
“Probably not but I will not leave that off the table. Now will you give me your key.”
He watched as she nibbled at the side of her lip. Her brows furrowed a her breathing became heavy. ‘What was she thinking?’
“Yes you will have my key. I’ll make a copy to give you next week.”
“That’s suitable. Now come to me.”
Talia walked over to his side of the table and waited.
“Are you pleased with everything that I have done for you?”
“Yes.”
“Show me.”
There it was his second command. But what did he want?
“What you like?”
“Sir” He said
“What would you like, sir?”
“Up to your discretion tonight pet.”
Talia looked at him and went to her knees. She opened his zipper and his scent intensified. Like he splashed that with cologne before the rest of his body.
He looked magnificent. The length and the imposing girth of him made her mouth water. She had never seen this part of him until now. She held him at his base and there was still a substantial amount of him left out.
She lick the head in a circle, then swiped the opening where a glistening tear drop of sweet water waited for her. Julius moan when she did this. She dared to take more of him up until she reached her hand and sucked it as if she was savoring a Tootsie roll pop.
Slowly up and down with her hand moving in unison. The she with drew her hand testing her gag reflex. As she thought she could only take him but so far. Julius was enjoying every minute of it. He grabbed her hair and pushed her to continue but a bit faster.
“Oh shit, mmmm.”
He started to move with her tempo and the sucking pop was playing havoc with Julius control. She felt a familiar pulse on her tongue. He was about to cum and she could not swallow. She just couldn’t.
“Talia don’t move and swallow all of me.”
She tried to do as she ask but the thought was going to make her sick. There he finally pulsed and let loose his pearly smooth jissom in her mouth. She held it as long as she could, then she took a napkin and spit it out.
“You disobeyed me.”
“I’m sorry. I couldn’t.”
“Do not speak. For your punishment. You will go to bed now. Take off everything except your bar and wait for me.”
Talia went upstairs nervous about her first punishment. Will she be able to take it. She just couldn’t swallow and he didn’t give her a chance to explain why.
Julius did not come up for over two hours. Talia had nodded off on the bed dress in what he asked.
She felt a hand go down her leg waking her up.
“Lay on your stomach.” He said
She did as she was told.
“I asked you to swallow and you disobeyed me. For that I have to punish you. For the first offense I will use my hand.”
When the first spank hit her skin it did not hurt. Neither did the second. By the tenth hit it was stinging but it felt weird. She should not respond the way she was by it.
“Okay my pet. Your bottom is a beautiful shade of red. Explain why you did not take me.”
“I had a bad experience with that. It just grosses me out every time I think of it.”
“Am I not your Dom.”
“Yes”
“Do you not want to please me as I please you?”
“Yes.”
“How would you feel if I don’t take that lovely pussy in my mouth and savor what you give me because of a past experience.”
Ouch I hurt him. I can hear it in his voice.
“Your assignment is to find a way to not only swallow me to my base without gagging, but to swallow what my body gifts to you. Do you understand?”
She nodded yes even though a tear slid from her eye’s. Julius seen the tear but he could not comfort her. He turned to leave the room.
“Are you not sleeping with me?”
“No. I will sleep in the other room. Your body reveals how it wants me by glistening between your legs and I will not reward after a punishment. Goodnight Talia.”
He left as she buried her face in her pillow muffling her crying.
9
Talia woke to a thud sound. She cried herself to sleep from the punishment that Julius handed last night. She went to the adjoined bath room and locked both doors.
The bathroom had over head lights that dim or brighten by the switch on the wall. She put it on bright and turned to look at her bottom in the large mirror over the double sink.
It was not a bright red and a slight hue of pink. She touched it with her hands and it was not radiating any heat. She didn’t understand how she was getting turned on by him spanking her. But she definatly was.
“This is twisted.” she thought to her self. She turned on the shower and stepped into the warm spray. Feeling the warm water beat against here skin, it felt like heaven. She had a bath puff that she used with this shower gel that had an invigorating scent.
As she lathered up her body and the spray of water changed, instead of a steady stream it was became a pulsing spray. Alternating with warm and hot water. Her body was getting stimulated by the alternating pulses. Her nipples hardened and she washed them vigorously until they became tender to the feel of the softly pelted water sprays.
She added more soap to the sponge and sent it the throbbing junction between her wet thighs. She turned so the water hit her cream, colored, rose bottom and leaned over spreading her legs about three feet across. She took the soapy sponge and began to rub against her unrestrained, swelling, crux. The friction from the sponge and the heat of the water hitting a warmed channel felt exquisite.
Her legs began to quiver as a beautiful burst of orgasmic wave went through her. She finished washing her self off and then dried. She walked out the bathroom with Julius standing there looking at her heated skin as if he knew what she was up too.
“We will be going out in an hour.” He said as he smiled then walked over to give her a soft kiss. “I see my pet likes to play all alone.” he kissed her on the forehead and walked out the room.
Talia’s breathing came out rushed as if she was holding it, like a child being caught in the candy jar. ‘But she did get caught, didn’t she?’ she thought.
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The day went by quickly. Julius took her upstate to a vine yard where they tasted all types of wines. He bought a few bottles for them later.
They also went sight seeing for a bit and Julius arranged for them to have a picnic in a beautiful isolated area.
They talked and laughed enjoying each other’s company. Talia knew she was falling for Julius but she was not ready to admit that to him or anyone just yet.
“Talia I bought you an outfit that I want you to wear tonight. We are going to the club to meet up with my friends.” He said smiling.
Talia nodded, noticing that he switch the playful banter they were having to a command.
“Beautifully done Talia and I did not have to correct you.” He leaned over and gave her a kiss.
The day went by so quickly. Julius drove home and they both went to get ready to go meet his friends at the club.
Talia finally seen the dress he wanted her to wear. the top was closely fitted in a heart shaped bodice and the bottom swayed freely. When she put it on she noticed eight zippers going down from the waist to quarter thigh. But it was hidden by the fabric. He also bough her strappy heeled shoes to go with the outfit.
The bracelet went wonderfully with the outfit. Julius walked in from the bathroom and stood there looking her over like a pit bull looking at dinner.
“Turn for me.” He spoke. She did as she was told and he walked closer to her. When she stopped in front of him, he kneeled down and reached under her skirt. She felt him pull her thong down for her to step out off.
He stood up and said as he threw the thong on the bed.” All I gave you to wear is the dress and the heels. That’s all I want.”
He wore matching shirt and black slacks. Any woman would definitely want him, and he smelled so good.
“Are you ready to go?” He asked. She nodded yes.
They arrived at the club and the music was vibrant and loud. It made you want to dance. When they went in Talia seen the couples she met before. They gave each other hugs and the dom’s, slapped Julius on the back as congratulations for his sub.
Talia stood there listening and not saying a word. Julius whispered, ‘you can speak’ in her ear. Talia thought that this was too much control and it was just speaking but she did say she would try.
They all found a place to sit and talk and drink. The music had her feet tapping and the other’s must have felt it as well. They all stood up and danced. Well more like rubbed on each other with clothes on.
Talia and the ladies excused themselves and went to the ladies room to freshen up.
“The music is on point tonight, right Johanna.” Alicia asked as she made her way to the empty stall.
“Yes, Grant is loving it.”
“Are you loving it, Joanna?” Talia asked.
“Yes why do ask?” She waited for the answer.
“It’s just that you immediately said Grant is loving it.”
“Listen when Grant loves it. I love it because tonight I will love what happens even more. Now do you get it.”
“Oh.” She felt foolish.
“We are allowed to enjoy ourselves, Talia.”
“So Talia Julius told me you have an assignment.” Side Luisa as she fix her lip stick.
“He told you?” Of course, I am his friend and another dom. So, he figures I would be able to help.
Talia felt so embarrassed. “Don’t turn pink. what’s the assignment?” Luisa asked again.
“I have to be able to take him fully orally and swallow.”
The three ladies laughed as if that was none issue.
“It’s really not funny and its not easy either.”
“Yes, it is. First how long can you hold your breath?” asked Alicia
“What?”
“How long can you hold your breath?”
“I’m not sure?”
“Well, you will have to start by learning how long you can hold your breath. Because when he goes down your throat the fear of suffocating sometimes kicks in. That causes panic and you gag. Then you should invest a spray that numbs the throat. That will help not to kick in the gag reflex also, once he goes past the uvula. If there is a certain sweetener you like. Just before he cums put a tip on your tongue. When he comes it’s sweet. Because all of it is not going to shoot down the throat, honey.” Alicia said as she applied pink lip gloss on her perfectly heart shaped mouth.
“That’s the truth” Joanna second
“Ok.”
“Well I like to take a three shots of fire ball and it numbs my throat right up.” Johanna said.
Then all three women looked at Luisa and waited for her suggestion as the only Dom there.
“Listen to them. I have no gag reflex and I always could swallow. Never had a problem. Ok ladies let’s get out before they punish you for making them wait.”
Alicia bounced excitedly, ” I’m counting on that.”
As they walked out. Luisa held on to Talia and said, “If it’s mental you have to find a way to make it ok for your self. We can tell you mechanics of things. You have to allow your self to enjoy it, darlin.”
After her third shot of patron and her tenth dance with Julius. They headed to a secluded booth.
“Your enjoying your self, pet. I love to see the happiness dance in your eye’s.” He said as he kissed her. She loved the way the liquor tasted on his tongue.
Talia smiled and just rest her head back on the booth. As her eyes were closed, she felt her side zipper go down and Julius hand in her skirt. She opened her eye’s and looked at him taking a sip of his drink.
“Don’t look worried. Trust me.” He said as he spread her legs apart. He spread her lips apart and played with her awaiting nub and tried her best not to look aroused.
“Here suck on this ice.” He whispered as two fingers penetrated her wet cavern. Pushing and withdrawing to the beat of the music.
” Come here and sit on my lap.” He said husky. She thought it was a bad idea. she will leave him wet, but she did as he asked. The liqueur must be making her a bit daring.
She felt her back zipper open. As she sat down on his erect shaft he let out of his slacks. She let out a slight moan.
“Now rock one me as I play with you.”
This is so risky and hot at the same time. She was not going to last.
“Oh my naughty pet, squeezing already. Fine.” He lifted a glass for her to drink and as the strong liquid eased down her throat. Julius came and rubbed her clit between two slick fingers and caused her cascading orgasmic flow.”
She dropped a bit of the liquor on her breast and Julius cleaned it with a napkin.
“Now slowly rise and go to the ladies room to clean up. You looked so beautiful cuming for me.”
She rose and he zipped the skirt up. As she slowly made it to the bathroom to clean herself . She was amazed at what she was doing. Was she turning into those loose women they tell you to keep your man away from?
“No that’s not right, because he is mine. But why am I so conflicted.” For something to feel so good, why do they say it’s so bad? She’ll never tell Maggie about tonight. She’ll say she’s a slut for sure.
“I don’t know what I’m doing?” She said out loud.
Luisa appeared in the bathroom, looking like she was waiting for her.
“Yes? Why are you looking at me like that?” Talia asked.
“I’m looking at you with concern. Were you raised in a strick religious back ground?”
“Why?”
“Because I can see the struggle. Why did you become his sub?”
“Because I want to be with him?
“No, it’s more than that. What are you seeking Talia?”
She didn’t know what she was talking about.
“Talia here is my address. Come see me this week and we’ll talk. What a dom and a sub do is beautiful when both are on the same page.”
Luisa left Talia there alone in the bathroom, to gather herself. Once she left Julius was waiting for her with a smile.
“Let’s go home.”
10
Talia went home and thought about the weekend she shared with Julius. She couldn’t help the smile on her face thinking about them spending time together. A brief twinge of regret passed her thought’s.
She was never one to have sex out in the open and even though nobody really paid any attention to them it felt wrong. She decided to push it to the back of her mind. She had to get herself together for work.
After she had made herself dinner and took a shower before bed her phone rang. On the screen it dis played Julius.
“Hello.”
“Hello my pet. I just wanted to tuck you in for the night.”
‘Thank you, sir.” she said with a smile.
There was a long impregnated pause between them as if neither one of them wanted to speak first.
“So remember, Wear one of the piece I gave you at work.”
“I remember sir. But I’m pretty sure that no one is in that life style at my job.”
‘You would be surprised by who is in the life and who isn’t. Just in case the do not disturb, your taken will be worn at all times.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Go to bed pet. I will see you this Thursday.”
I guess he had plans without saying any thing to me.
” Is there a particular way I am supposed to dress? Sir”
“No, Talia. Don’t over think it. I just want to see you. Good night.”
He hung up immediately after he said that. Talia kind of gotten used to that little quirk of his.
There is something about Julius. He is so sure and confident about everything. He knows what he wants and what he’s about. She decided she’ll push that to the back of her mind to take care of another day. Tonight, she was tired and happy about the way her life was going.
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It was Wednesday and the office was a bit slow, so Talia could not help but to think about what went on that weekend. The part of them having sex in front of everyone would not stop haunting her conscious. She decided that she would go over Louisa’s house to see what she had to say about every thing.
Talia informed everyone that she was leaving early and will return in the morning. The cab was waiting for her out side the office. The drive took over thirty minutes. she tried to read her email’s or listen to talk radio but nothing was able to distract her.
They pulled up to a mini mansion in long Island. She didn’t suspect that they had that kind of money. They never acted better than every one else. She rang the door bell and a woman wearing a nice tailored suit answered the door.
” Can I help you?”
“I’m here to see Louisa…..” Shit she didn’t know her last name. Then she remembered it was on her card she gave her at the club.
“What is your name?”
“Talia.”
“I see. Only first name’s. Come inside and I will see if she will see you.”
She already didn’t like the woman. Before she left the room, she gave her a quick once over and she had a strange look on her face. She walked as if she was in the military and forgotten she’s in civilian life now.
Talia walked further into Louisa’s home and immediately liked the soft pastel color scheme she had in her home. She had a tall vase in the hallway filled with what looked like bamboo sticks and she had a couple of abstract art on the walls.
“Miss, she will see you now.”
Talia followed the woman down the hall passed the living room and passed a long stair case that lead up. She was being led behind the stair case to an office that seemed to be as big as her apartment.
Louisa was sitting behind a desk, talking on the phone. She looked at her and smiled while showing her to the seat in front of her large desk. She hung up the phone and told the woman whom she called Piet to go leave them so they could talk.
Piet informed her about a conference call she will have in forty-five minutes and it could not be pushed back. Louisa nodded and waited for her to leave.
‘So you finally made it. I expected to see you on Monday, but you held out longer than I thought. Now, Talia tell me why you had a hard time the other night?”
Talia didn’t think she was going to be put on the spot so quickly, but she did come for some help.
“Well at the club that night Julius and I…… Uhmm went further than I would ever expect and I’m not sure I’m that kind of girl.”
“You had sex with Julius and you feel ashamed that you did that in public. Right?’
“Yes.” She said looking down at the carpeted office.
“Talia look up at me. There is nothing to be ashamed about. You did not do any thing wrong. Look The way you immediately looked at the floor after I bluntly said what you did explains allot to me. First where you brought up in a religious home?”
‘Yes, but I haven’t been to church in years.”
“You haven’t yet you still have that religious guilt. One man, one woman, holy matrimony. Did they ever educate you about the concept of marriage?”
“Marriage was created for males to have a wife to claim. With a dowry or other such thing and yet the male could still go out there and fool around. If the women, they fooled around with had kids they did not have to claim them because they did not marry them. Also the church did not like the fact people were being married secretly so they could go out and fornicate. So they made it law that an announcement had to be made that the couple were to be wed and hung up on a public board. Romantic right?’
Talia just sat there listening to what she was being told and wondered what did this have to do with what happened.
“Later people married for love and such but it did not last. Divorce and unexplained disappearances occurred to get out of the marriage. Now let’s get to your comfortably.
You are not legally married in the church by a priest, minister etc.. so you feel dirty. But if you were married to Julius would you feel that way?”
“I…I.. I’m not sure.”
“Your contract is as legal as the one you sign when you get married. Just stipulates what is expected and what is not acceptable. If having sex out in the open is unacceptable tell Julius but have the reason as to why. You’re an attractive woman and honestly, this is the slowest I have ever seen Julius go. So he really care for you. You were not claimed for a dowry. He claimed you because he wants you. He was discreet about you two having sex because I didn’t know any thing happened until you went to the bathroom. So he respects you enough to hide some what but still get his kick of doing you out in the open.”
“So your saying if he wanted, he could have sex with me with you guys watching?”
“Yes, if that was part of the contract, but the way he’s acting I don’t think so. He’s being very different with you. Almost like you’re a rare item that he wants shown only but so much. You get what I mean?”
Talia had a lot of thing swimming in her head.
“Talia here look over these books and this tape.” She stood up and handed it to her.” This will give you the different dynamics of couples in the scene. Oh by the way the reason I brought up all that religious stuff is to snap you out of that innocent bubble. You’re a grown woman and it is ok to enjoy sex. To explore sex. If it helps, the body will return to the earth the soul goes to meet the maker to be judged and if you’re a good person. Why would you be turned away. Sex is a sin, there is nothing clean about it.”
Talia looked at the books and rose from her seat.
‘Talia if this is not for you tell Julius soon. Don’t let him fall for you anymore than he has.”
Talia was still conflicted. One thing she did say that is replaying in her head. ‘Sex is sin, there is nothing clean about it.” So why was she acting like she is a shiny new penny that has never been touched before.
Talia didn’t know where to shake hands or hug her. So she let Louisa make the first move.
“Oh Talia, tell Julius that you came to see me. I don’t want to be a secret or a reason for an argument.’ She said as she looked into her eye’s as if she was searching for something.
Talia walked out the office door and she remembered forgotten to call a cab.
“Do you need a ride home? Piet take Talia home please, while I take my conference call. ”
Piet nodded and walked Talia out.
11
Talia went home and thought very heavily on the discussion she had with Louisa. She did make sense to her and yet she still felt like there are holes in a puzzle.
After she took a relaxing shower and changed into comfortable clothes. Talia called Julius to have a heart to heart. He answered after two rings and he sounded out of breath.
“Are you alright, Julius?”
“Yes, my pet. You caught me when I was working out.”
“You work out?”
He laughed while he was controlling his breathing. Trying to get it to a normal pace.
“Yes, I work out. I try to get something in three to four times a week. Now that is not the reason you called. What is it my pet?”
“I went over to Louisa’s house to talk.”
“Oh, when was this?” His tone changed slightly.
“It was earlier today. I am not keeping it a secret.” She said, as she waited for him to speak.
“Go on.” The phone seemed to gain weight in her hands as she spoke.
“She invited me over to talk, because she noticed that I was not that comfortable about what we did at the club.”
“Why didn’t you tell me? I told you I didn’t want secrets between us.” He said sounding a bit annoyed.
“I did not know how to bring it up without you being hurt. I had to sort this out first and she did enlightened me about things.”
“Should I be concerned Talia?” he asked.
Oh man he went back to calling her by her name.
“No. I am still yours. I just have to come to terms with everything that you entail, that’s all. Are you upset?” She waited hoping that he would not be.
“I am not delighted but I understand that you need space and time to come to grip about my lifestyle.” His tone went from annoyed to calm and a bit tired.
“Is there anything you feel the need to know about me that makes you feel uneasy?” He was giving her an opening into his life. It was up to her to delve in.
“Have you always been this way? I mean have you tried a regular relationship?” Talia hoped he took it as a question and nothing more.
“Yes and they all crumbled miserably. Either I could not make them happy or they could never make me happy.”
“So you’ve always been a Dom, then?”
“I didn’t claim it early in life. I was with a woman who had a tendency to want to control things between us in the bedroom and yet act differently out side of it. I reached a point in the relationship, when I realized that I was not the type to be treated that way. I didn’t get off being told to do things. When I started having problems getting aroused then I knew it was not for me.”
She listened to him and then a thought occurred to her. “But you thought of me as someone to be controlled?”
“No, at first you seemed like you had a wall around you. But I remember something I learned years ago. That walls were not always built to keep people out. Some times there built, so people can not see what’s inside. When I suggested a book, you immediately hid behind a wall of “no’s and I am not into”. You protested so much you revealed more than you realized.”
She didn’t realize she was doing that.
“Are you still there pet?” He waited for to respond before continuing.
“Yes.”
“After I gotten out of that relationship, I did a deep soul-searching sabbatical. I refused to be with anyone until I was ready and knew what I wanted and who I was.”
“So I am your first sub?”
“Yes. I had seen someone before you and I found out that she was fake. She claimed to be a sub and turned out she was a switch. There is nothing in me that required to be dominated. Also, I found out she was taking the gifts I had given her and selling it. She would not wear anything that showed that she was with me. So when I was at the club with her, other’s would try to claim her. She did not go by the rules, actually she changed them at whim. When I confronted her about what was going on. She just brushed it off by asking me if I wanted to punish her. So I took the contract and terminated it.”
“How did she react?”
“Let’s just say I had a restraining order against her. I refused to go by what a person claimed to be. I follow my gut now and I found you. The last I heard she is with a dom in Chicago. I pity him. Is there anything else?”
“I wasn’t fully comfortable with having sex out in the open.”
“Can you tell me why?”
“I feel that it is a private thing between us that should remain private.”
“Were you ashamed of what we did?”
“I guess… Yes that word fits best.”
“Is that a hard limit for you?”
“Yes. I can not do that in a club.?”
“Hmmm. The club? What if It’s outside, or a room in a friend’s house?”
“I guess as long as I feel that no one can see us.”
“You see I do have a bit of a exhibitionist tendency. I can see how I can up hold your hard limit and at the same time pacify my wants. Now pet I have to return to my exercise. I will see you soon.”
Julius hung up the phone. leaving her to her thought’s. She really was falling for him hard.
“Girl it is time to have fun and not think so much. He must look sexy all glistening from his work out. Now I sound like a perv.” She said to her self.
12
After they had a good heart to heart, Talia had not heard from Julius. Not one text. She felt that after she admitted not being comfortable with having sex in the open it had changed his mind about them being together.
Talia was at work getting next weeks schedule together when her phone rang. It was Dr. Milatis. One of the internist that had just started with the practice. So far he did not receive any complaint’s.
“Hello Dr. Milatis is there something you need?”
“Yes can you come to my office please.”
“I’ll be there in a minute.”
“Thank you.”
Talia felt a bit uneasy. It is never good to be called into the doctor’s office, even if they are new.
Talia walked in and seen that the doctor was typing in his computer. She knocked to get his attention.
“You wanted to speak to me?”
“Yes, we need to talk about my nurse Maggie. I have had to apologies several times to my patients about her.”
“What do you mean? What has been happening?”
“At first I took it as a bad day. But she has had too many bad days. She has come into work smelling like alcohol and slightly slurring her words.”
Talia’s heart dropped.
“I have sent her home to sober up. The next day she is fantastic and on the ball. Today was not one of those day’s. Maggie had gotten into a confrontation with a patient I have had since I have been practicing. I can not let this slip by. I want her written up and suspended. What ever she has to do to get help she needs it to be done before returning.”
Talia sat there stunned from all the information that was just given to her. What is Maggie thinking?”
“I will handle it Dr. Milatis.”
“I hope you do. I did not start here just to fire people.”
Talia stood and looked at the doctor as he went back to work. She walked down the hall to Maggie’s office and seen that she was slumped over and sleeping. She is breaking and Talia did not know what to do to save her.
“Maggie, wake up.”
She used her office manager tone. Maggie woke up with the impression of the desk on her face.
“Maggie I have been informed that there was an altercation with a patient. We do not except that here. Is there anything your can say in your defense?”
Maggie shook her head and a tear slid down her face. Talia closed the door to talk to her.
“What is going on”
“I’m just a mess. I’m lonely and I can’t stop drinking.”
Talia held back her own tears and took control of the situation.
“You are going to be written up and suspended. With this time you need to get your self into treatment. I will call your folks if you want?”
“No, I have this. How long am I going to be on suspension?”
“For first offence three weeks.”
“That’s fine.” Maggie stood and collected her things to leave.
“Why didn’t you tell me you needed help?”
“I want you to enjoy your life. My mess up should not be a burden to you.”
“It’s not a burden. Your my friend.” She gave her a hug, not wanting to let her go.
“That’s it Talia, no more hugging. I will call you I promise.” she opened the door and walked out.
Talia went to her office and closed the door. She called Julius immediately.
He answered on the second ring and she did not give him a chance to speak before breaking down about Maggie.
Julius could not stand to hear Talia so heart-broken.
“Talia come spend the weekend with me.”
“I don’t want to push myself on you. I thought you need space from me.”
She heard him laugh.
“Never, I was working. When I write I get a little to absorbed into it. Come over pet. See you later.”
“Yes, sir.”
She wanted to say ‘I love you’, but she could not gather enough courage to tell him how she was feeling. Maybe this weekend, right now all she wanted was her Julius, her sir.