It’s Me Fia. With Updates of What’s Going On

Good day to you all. I have been debating whether to post this picture of myself here or not. But if you follow me on Instagram, you have already seen it.

I wanted to give you all an update on what I am up to and why I had taken down the other short stories.

Let’s start with this. I will be publishing a book shortly and I will do the cover reveal soon. It is an adult romance with explicit sexual scenes. It has four different points of view and is an easy read.

After I publish that I will do a series of Novellas. I tend to write short stories here and not get into too much description. In this Novella, I will be descriptive enough that it is not nauseating.

I have also decided to that when I create my newsletters that I will be setting out call for beta readers. You will be the first to see what I am working on, and it will be in the genre that you prefer.

I will not change the things that I write because that is what I like to read.

Finally, My Goodbye My lover vampire romance is going to start to venture into a dark space. I wanted everyone to see the two main characters in a way that is relatable and funny. It already has steamy scenes, but it will go darker in a sexual nature. I do not write rape scenes.  No worries there but if you are preferable a vanilla person, I will let you know when the sex starts to change in color.

That is all the updates so far. I am pretty sure there will be more. Until next we meet. Keep the Fires Burning. Fia xoxo

Goodbye My Lover pt 17 (Vamp B.I. What?)

Darlene

“Mm I moaned softly as my body came to life as I was in a deep dream. I knew it a dream was because Noel left, and I walked him out of my place.

No this was a dream replaying what we shared last night. I watched his lips wrap around my thumb and suck.

I woke up the minute his lips sealed and started to torture me. My clit ached and wanted attention. My hands slid down my body and went to its target. My legs spread giving me more access and I went and took care of my needs with Noel on my mind.

Noel

The coffee shop was not up in flames. I thought as I walked in and heard Sammy yell at Fritz. There was a reason why she liked working by herself.

“Are you kidding me? What made you think putting this dry-as-hell cloth next to the conventional oven was a good idea?”

I looked at her chastising the poor man and smiled. I chose Fritz because he has a thing for Sammy, and he can tolerate her bull.

“Hey your back.” Fritz said glancing away from the finger in his face.

“Yea you both can go. Thanks for covering for me.”

Sammy turned and looked at me long and hard.

“You look spent. Why don’t I call in my day reinforcement so we all can get some rest.”

“Oh so you want me to come back.”

That did it. Sammy looked at Fritz and was about to go to his throat and tear it out.

“No Fritz, I will call you when we need coverage again. Thanks, the money is in your account for tonight’s work.” I told him.

He took it as a cue to leave, but he did something that I did not expect. As he walked past Sammy, he quickly kissed her and left.

I watched to see how she was going to react. There were several emotions going through her by the look of her eyes darting around to process. Once I heard him leave, I went over to her to see if she was alright.

“Sammy are you okay?”

“It has been a long, difficult and confusing night. I’m fine, you should get some rest.”

“I don’t need a lot of rest, you know this.”

She turned and looked at me. Then a smile appeared on her face.

“You had a nice date then?”

“Better than nice.” I said walking to the back to my place. I heard when she followed me.”

“I am not your mother, but I am a friend, so me telling you that it is not a good idea to feed from her should not have to be said.”

I went to my sofa and smiled at her. She cared for me and I for her so I know it was a genuine place that her warning was coming from.

“I did not bite her.”

“But you did taste her?”

“She cut herself without persuasion.”

“I see. Did it enhance things.”

“I am not going to talk about my sex life with you.” I said smiling at her and closed my eyes. “Aren’t you going to call you day person to cover you?”

“I thought you did not need that much rest?” She said jokingly then left.

The night kept replaying in my mind. She tasted so sweet.  The memory caused several things to happen at once. My fangs descended, I became extremely hard, and I proceeded to do what I have not done since I was young. I processed to stroke myself to get a little relief.

Darlene

The sun was up when I got out of bed. I did not have to work today so I decided to go to the gym.

There was a gym down the street that I had a membership to and I had a lot of energy this morning.  I looked at my thumb and it was healed from where I punctured it from the bed.

The smile on my face from last night was not going away. He held back from biting me and I knew he wanted to. Honestly in the throw of it I wanted him to.

I walk to the bathroom and look at my neck to imagine how it would have been like. Would it have hurt, burn or no pain at all? I have heard of nighters and lighties in relationships, but they would never talk about the sexual aspect of the relationship.

“Darlene it was just a date. Not a relationship.” I said to my image. I turned on the shower and proceeded to take care of things.

The gym was packed. I wore my oversized t-shirt and spandex legging. I went to the elliptical first to get my heart rate up.

Once on and I developed a rhythm that I wanted I heard two women behind me on the stair climber having a conversation about the date one of them had.

“Yea, Gloria you should not go out with a nighter. Last night he could not keep his hands to himself, and I wanted him but once he said he wanted to taste my blood and where he wanted to go. I put on the breaks and sent him home.”

“Why?”

“You haven’t heard that the nighter has their own form of std? Its called Vamp BI. The BI stands for Bite then Infection. It does not last long in us but the pussy rash that comes after the bite is disgusting.”

“No, I haven’t heard. Is there a test for that?”

“There is one but a lot of them swear they don’t have it, so they don’t get it.”

“Typical. thanks for warning me. I have a date with Jose tonight. I will put the brakes on if he wants to bite without proof, he’s clean.”

I slowed down my pace. I would have let him bite me without knowing if he was clean. I decided I had enough of the gym and went home to do some research. What they could be saying it could be false.

(Are you hooked? I am. Let me know if you like Noel and Darlene all comments welcomed.  Until next we meet. Fia xoxox)

Goodbye My Lover (After Sex Talk)Pt 16

Noel

There comes a realization that sex, really good sex can cause several powerful situations to occur. For one it makes you lie to yourself. Or at least make you say half-truths.

I did not bite her as I told her, but I convinced myself that I would not need the taste of blood to get me fully off.

Secondly, the combination of my saliva and her orgasm was more than her body could take. My saliva has a chemical component in it that acts as an aphrodisiac. She was close to her peak when I began to suck and lick her thumb.

Finally watching her body writhe and spasm from her orgasm was more erotic than expected and even though I had already came, her inner walls milked me so hard that I came a second time. Which never happens.

When her body stopped, I realized that she had passed out and became concerned. I pulled out and raised her legs to get the blood back to her head and gave her a couple of slight smacks across the face to wake her. but she did not stir then I remembered there was a pressure point on the foot that if you squeezed it just right it would shoot pain enough to rouse you.

That is what I did, and her eyes opened with her breathing rapidly.

“What happened?”

“You passed out, when you– orgasm.”

The realization of what happened made her eyes widen in shock.

“I’m so sorry. I’m so embarrassed.” She moved to get up, but I told her to stay lying down for a minute. I smiled at her uncomfortably at what happened.

“Please don’t smile at me. I am so embarrassed.”

“I’m not. That was a first that I made someone pass out from having an orgasm.”

I got up and angled myself so she would not see the filled condom and went to the bathroom to dispose of it and clean up. I brought a washcloth out and went to take care of her and she jumped.

“What are you doing?”

“Darlene you just fainted, and I don’t want you to move too much. I wanted to make you comfortable by cleaning you up a bit.”

“Men don’t do that.”

“I do.”

Darlene

I passed out. I never pass out. He was not my first time and I have had orgasms before.

Now he is lying beside me wiping my thoroughly used pussy and I don’t know what I am supposed to feel.

I passed out so I am embarrassed. You’re cleaning me up and I am really embarrassed and let’s not forget my thumb is pulsing from him sucking on it because I fed him my blood and I feel confused.

“What are you thinking?” Noels asked as he put the cloth on my nightstand.

“Nothing.”

He nodded but he looked as if he knew I was not telling the truth.

“I did not mean to take your blood tonight. but you offered it, and I was lost in the desire to taste you.”

“It’s alright. I offered it to you.”

“We need to discuss something about me sucking on you.”

“It’s alright I know you don’t carry any diseases. We do learn that in school. In sex education.”

That news must have stunned him because he just stared at me.

“Excuse me?”

“Well, our school is progressive, and they want us to be prepared just in case we make that choice.”

Noel sat there quiet and staired at me.

Noel

Who is this woman? Where did she come from and why is the sun going to rise in an hour when I need to know the answer to these questions. Instead, I looked at her struck speechless.

“Noel?”

“I do not want you to think I bad of me.”

“What is it?” she asked concerned.

“The sun is about to rise and even though I am half breed, the sun does affect me. I need to go home.”

“Oh”

She looked away and I need her to believe I don’t want to leave her.

“Are you free on Sunday?”

She turned back with a smile.

“Yes.”

“I want to take you out and please don’t bring me flowers when you pick me up.?”

She began to laugh and the tension in the room broke. I leaned in and kissed her softly.

She kissed me back and I wanted to stay. I turned around and started to put my clothes on and noticed when she finally rose and put on a robe.

She walked me to the door when I was fully dressed, and we kissed again.

“I had a good time with you tonight, Noel.”

“Just good? Wait to Sunday.” I left her place smiling and thinking to myself this might not be a good idea. I honestly did not care whether it was right or wrong. I am going to enjoy being with her.

********************************I

I felt when eyes were on me. Eliza was not a person to cross, neither am I. So, when I turned the corner and captured the young girl that was following around her throat I said, “Eliza don’t follow me again.” staring into her possessed eyes.

Then I let her go and the girl acted like she did not know where she was.

(What do you think? I love pillow talk, don’t you? Till next time. Fia xoxox)

 

Goodbye My lover chpt 15 A movie, a wall, a bed Oh my. Adult content

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Noel

 

Sammy’s giving me advice was sweet, but I think she also did it because she noticed that I was out of my room in the back more today.

I could not go to sleep and get the rest that my body needed to stay up. Being a natural-born nighter I needed only a few hours, and I could not even get those due to thoughts of Darlene.

When she first came in the shop I saw how playful and cocky she could be. Then when she came in and showed her vulnerable side, I thought she was not the same as the other Lighties. She allowed me to comfort her, and she came close to me without coaxing.

Darlene had so much to her that I would not be a man at all if I did not feel drawn to her. 

I came out of the shower and started to tame my hair with the natural concoction I was taught to make by my mother before she passed away.

She was a woman who had many hidden talents as well. No one understood why father did not turn her and instead gave her a gift to bear his child.

It was forbidden but my father would not cower down to anyone and became the ruler of the territory.

I massaged the sweet earthy mixture in my palms and proceeded to glide it through my hair. This was the only thing that kept my hair in place. After I looked at my jaw and saw a light shadow and decided to shave.

Once I felt that bathroom edict was accomplished. I decided to take Sammy’s advice and picked out a white shirt, blue jeans, and a jacket that gave a hint of comfort and class at the same time. My shoes were black soft leather.

The cologne Sammy was talking about was not a cologne, but an oil extracted from an exotic plant. My dad taught me how to make that when I was coming of age.

I smiled at the conversation.

“Noel you are going to feel the need to entice a woman to take care of both your needs. The best way is to behave like the prince of the territory you are a put this on.”

“What is it, father?” 

He smiled and his eyes glowed. “Son, we can entrance them to do our bidding but it’s much better when they are drawn to you naturally. The taste of their blood is heady and when they willingly give their body. Well, son let’s just say I never had to entrance my lovers.”

After that, he taught me how to cultivate it and keep it without it turning.

I dabbed a bit on my neck and wrist. Too much and Sammy will come after me.

I looked at myself once more and I needed to see myself true to life. So I stepped out and entered Sammy’s mind to see through her eyes.

She turned and I was satisfied. Looking in the mirror gives me a hazy view of myself. I have a reflection but it’s not clear.

I left her mind and returned to mine,

“Noel you look really nice, and I felt what you did.”

“Of course, what is the sense of having a witch on the premises if you couldn’t? I said only loud enough that she could hear.”

Sammy shook her head and said, “Have a good time.”

“I plan to.”

 

Darlene

 

I made it home in time to get my head in the right space for this date. Colt and Penny with their suggestion had me second-guessing myself.

I went to my bathroom turned on the faucet and decided I was going to take a bath. I poured the fragrance oil that I brought from home with me in the steaming bath.

The scent calmed me, and I was able to think again.

I went to my closet and looked at all the clothes I had purchased and had not worn yet. I know I have a problem with spending. Being a child from a large family I liked having things for myself that were brand new. So with every paycheck, I would purchase something that would make me happy.

My eyes landed on a blue dress that I bought over a year ago.

“This looks right.”

I took it into the bathroom with me and hung it behind the door, The steam would get the wrinkles out.

I went to my little kitchen poured myself a glass of white wine and went to the task of putting myself together.

 

I was ready with ten minutes to spare. I decided to wear my classic pumps that gave me a bit of a lift without killing my feet.

I did take Penny’s advice with the makeup emphasing my lips but I liked my eyes, so I did a subtle cat with soft grey liner.

My buzzer for the front door went off and my pulse began to speed up. I looked one last time and went to answer the door.

 

I pulled the door open, and I froze. Noel looked amazing.

“Hi.” He said with a smile. 

It snapped me out of my slight trance.

“Hi, I’m sorry please come in.”

Once he entered my place seemed to shrink on itself.

“You have a nice place,” Noel said as he looked around.

“Thanks. I did not see the need for a big place since it’s just me.” Why did I just tell him that?

“I was told that I am not supposed to bring you flowers. That it’s outdated.”

“I don’t think it’s outdated, but that is fine.” I got my purse and a light sweater and was ready to go.

When I turned, I had a single white tulip before me.

“Thank you, Noel.”

“You welcome, Darlene.”

I took the tulip and placed it in the flute vase I had in the cabinet. I added water and placed it on my counter.

“Are you ready to go?” I asked trying to sound brave even though my nerves were fried.

“Yes, what are we going to see.”

“Okay don’t hate me but the only thing I was able to get tickets to was Fangs Forever.”

He stopped and stared in disbelief.

“If you want we can go for a walk instead.”

“No. We will go to the movies.”

 

Noel

 

When she opened the door, a scent cascaded around me. It was very inviting. We stayed for a bit, and I was glad that I bought the tulip. One for me ‘that Sammy’

The theater was not far but she ordered us a car to take there.

We arrived there seeing a line to go in.

“Are they lined up to see this movie?”

“I did get four stars and it’s Friday night.”

“So, it’s Friday?”

“Date night.”

Now I felt really out of touch. We went inside and I offered to get her popcorn. She smiled and turned it down for a Mountain Dew soda.

We went to our seats that were way in the back a waited for the movie to start.

“If it’s terrible we’ll leave.”

“No, we won’t. I want to see why all these people are drawn to it.” I said leaning into whisper and the scent that was in her place was coated on her skin. I felt my gums start to itch from wanting to lengthen.

 I sat back and breathed through my mouth. I was happy when it dimmed, and the movie started.

 

The movie was not as bad as I thought it would be but it was not good either. Halfway through when the vampire leaned in to bite the heroin on the throat I had seen when Darlene’s hand grabbed at her dress.

Did she want this or was she scared I would do that to her?

The movie continued and at the end the vampire was staked in the heart and the heroine was left to pick up the pieces of her broken heart.

I turned to Darlene and saw the tears she wiped from her eyes. This really moved her.

“Do you want to get something to eat?” I asked.

She moved in close and whispered. “Can you do that?”

There that scent was again, and I wanted to taste the skin it was on.

“It’s okay,” I said and reached for her hand.

She did not pull away and her breathing increased a little.

 

We went to a restaurant and talked throughout the meal about the movie. She was so animated, and I loved how she talked with so much emotion. When the check came, I decided that I was drawing the line, and I was going to pay for the meal and not hide away to do it.

“I have the check,” I told her.

“Alright.”

“Wait, what no argument on who is paying.”

“I paid for the movies, and you offered dinner. So, you pay for the meal.”

Darlene knew she had me with the logic and I laughed a little too hard when the waitress came and saw my fangs,

“You a nighter. You’re not allowed in here.”

“Why is that?” Darlene asked in a voice I never heard before.

“They are dangerous. You should not be with him. Let me call the police. He could be trancing you right now.”

“No, he is not. Take the money. We are leaving and I will be letting others know about how this establishment treats paying customers.”

“Miss he is a Nighter.”

“And you are prejudiced. We were here for over an hour, and everyone survived. Think about that.”

Darlene rose from her chair and walked out of the restaurant with me not saying a word.

 

“I am sorry for that Noel. If I had known, I would have suggested someplace else.”

“Darlene. stop walking.”

She turned to me in confusion and I kissed her right then and there. She tasted of wine and sweet strawberries. I stopped the kiss remembering where we were.

“Thank you,” I whispered. She touched her lips and I immediately regretted letting it go.

 

Darlene

 

We walked back to my place holding hands and my thoughts went to the kiss he gave me not to long ago.

We were in the hallway in front of my door.

“I had a good time, Darlene. I would like to see more of you.”

I did not hear what he said but watched his mouth as it moved.

“Darlene are you alright?” He asked.

Instead of answering I did the one thing I said I would never do.  I reached up and kissed Noel. It was not a soft kiss, this kiss was a statement of what I intended.

Noel did not pull back. He instead pushed me against the wall next to my door and deepened the kiss.

His tongue plunged and took control. I refused to relent, and I made my own demands with my tongue seeking his fangs.

He pulled back breathing heavily.

“Are you sure?” He said breathing heavily.

I looked down seeing that our bodies were pressed so tightly together, I moved my hips to grind on his length pressing between us.

“Yes,” I whispered and all control he had was gone.

We made it inside and I had no idea how we ended up on my couch.

“Darlene, I will not bite you.”

“Why?”

“Do you want that?”

“I want you.”

He deepened the kiss, and all sane thoughts escaped my mind.

Noel

I am entranced by this woman. Her skin is soft and hot. Her mouth demanded my attention and her hands on my back trying to pull into her,

“Darlene, I will not bite you.”

“Why?” She asked.

“Do you want that?”

:” I want you.”

My resolve was shattered. I will not bite her tonight but will enjoy her body.

I walked the both of us to the couch and laid her down it. I positioned myself between her legs while I continued my battle with her unrelenting tongue. I broke the kiss and trailed kisses down her cheek to her neck. Her pulse tempted me to take a sip. Instead, I continued to trail kiss down to her breast that were tempting me with its own beat.

I pulled a breast free and took the peeked nipple into my mouth rolling it like fine chocolate.

I felt her hand in my hair losing it from its tie.

Once loose her finger massaged and encouraged my attention to keep at her nipple. I heard ripping and looked up and realized I had torn the other side of the dress exposing the other nipple.

“I don’t care about the dress.” She said through slightly pouty lips.

I went after the other nipple and rolled the nipple I left between my fingers squeezing slightly for her to feel a touch of pain.

I felt her body shuddering from the feeling. I stopped and continued to move lower. Lifter her legs on my shoulders exposing how wet she was for me.

“Darlene try your best to stay still.”

“Why?”

“I may nick you there.”

She bit her lower lip, and I went in and licked her through her plush-colored thong without breaking eye contact.

Her taste would easily be addicting. I pulled the thong to the side and sealed my mouth to expose the pink nub. I did not want to break the fabric inhaling her sweet juices.

I rolled her clit with the tip of my tongue and the moan she let out was more than encouragement.

I continued the circular pattern changing once in a while to a side-to-side motion and when she started to grind against me, I took the opportunity to enter my middle finger into her tight channel.

She cried out, she was tight, but she was not innocent. I will need to work her a bit to take me.

Moving my finger back and forth as my tongue continue it torture. I can hear the rush of blood in her veins. I fought to keep my fangs back.

Her grinding increased and I pushed another finger in causing her to go over the edge and scream out.

Tapped up the puddle of clear fluid running down my fingers.

 I sat back and pulled out of her as she whimpered her reluctance.

“Where’s your bed?”

“She pointed to a room off the side. I stood up took off my shirt and lifted her up.”

I laid her down and ripped the rest of the dress off her.

Her breast was up and pink tipped from me and her sex lower lips were hidden from my sight by that damn thong.

 

Darlene

 

What am I doing? I haven’t been with a man in such a long time and he smelled so good and I just refused to hold back.

Noel was making me feel things with his hands and mouth that other men couldn’t get me to. They usually just wanted to know if I was wet so they could stick it in and call it a day.

When he went down and took me in his mouth and i watched. I wanted to cum right then and there.

Then he entered me with his finger. Was it me or did his finger become bigger because I felt him everywhere? I tried my best not to clamp my legs together from the overload of sensation. I was squeezing my cushion so much I thought I put a hole in one.

The second I felt his other finger. I went over like a dame had broken. I felt when liquid flowed out from cumming so hard.

 

“Where’s your bed?” He asked and I managed to point to it.

 He took his shirt off and he looked like he should not be with me but with a woman made me weep at the sight of them.

He lifted me up and carried me to my bed and tore the rest of the dress off me.

He stood there looking at me and stared at my weak and pulsating pussy. I pulled off my thong and his eyes changed.

“Darlene are you on something?”

“No. Does it matter being that you are a nighter.”

He looked at me with dark eyes rimmed with purple.

“I’m half-blood remember. I can get you with child.”

Shit the way he said it like that was a turn-on. I reached to my nightstand and tossed him a condom.

“Not sure it will fit but it’s all I got.”

He nodded bent down and started to lick the inside of my thigh where I knew I left a trail.

He positioned himself at my entrance once we were face to face and I felt when he pushed the tip of him in.

“You put that on fast.”

He did not respond instead her kissed me and pushed in not giving me time to think.

‘Ohhhhh.” I breath out into his mouth because words did not come to me.

Slowly he pulled out and pushed in. Gripped my hip angling me where he wanted and increased the speed.

Our bodies glided against each out, nipples tapping and breathing in sync.

“Darlene will you be able to handle me?”

“Yes,” I breathed out and his speed increased. I came within seconds, but he did not stop.

Our bodies collided as a sledgehammer on a wet stone. Beating against it Mecilously on till one of them broke.

I looked at him and he looked pained.

“Do you need to bite?”

“I will not bite you.”

He was close but he needed blood. I can see it. At the edge of my bed, there was a piece of sharp steel I meant to get fixed. I took my thumb and went across it is slicing it.

I took it and shoved my thumb in his mouth, and he sucked so hard I felt it in my clit. His movement became a bit more determined increasing my desire to release again.

Noel let go of my thumb and came hard. I felt thrust hit my cervix and I knew I was going to be sore, but my body had its own malicious humor. I came so hard I saw black and passed out.

 

(Did you expect that? Let me know. Fia xoxo)

 

Goodbye My Lover pt 11 (Eliza’s Plan)

Eliza

The club hummed with the sounds of life. Music played melodic tunes but was drowned out by the continuous chatter and laughter.

Eliza walked through the crowd parting it with her sheer presence. Her determined strides were punctuated by her heeled boots striking the stone stairs as she descended.

Passing several doors she reached her destination.

“Peter I need to speak to you now.  Chain your pet.”

Eliza was found with a young male who seemed entranced by Peter. His state of undress and the two delicate puncture wounds on his golden skin indicated that Peter was just beginning his seduction.

“Eliza can this not wait?” He said not taking his eyes off the young man.

“No, now.” She said and stormed out of the room.

She went straight to the bar in the back of her room and poured a glass of blood that was a hundred-proof alcohol.

“Oh no, you are drinking from a glass. What is the problem?” Peter asked as he walked to the only chair in her room.

“It is not a problem if we are on the same page.”

“Stop being vague.”

“We will be moving into the lighties territory. The plan to build the all-inclusive Community Center in the center of the city was approved.”

“Really.” He said with a smile and look in his eye showing he had his Aideas playing in his mind.

“Whatever you are thinking put it on hold. We have to have Noel on board.”

“That should be simple. He still has a thing for you. Just convince him like you used to.”

“That is the problem. He’s not the same.”

“What are you talking about Eliza.? Have you tried to come on to him?”

She took another swallow of her drink.

“I never had to try. He just used to fall into step like a puppy on my leash.”

Peter looked at her with a sly smile.

“Are you unsure of your feminine prowess?”

An arch of dark red liquid was tossed in the air and landed in Peter’s face and on his cream-white shirt.

“You are afraid.”

“I am not. I will make him heel.”

“Then what am I in here for? I was in the middle of a delicious situation.”

“I need you to go out and find out what Noel has been up to. I need intel. You tend to get in easily with the newly turned and the young people who are trying to find their way in –”

“In their sexuality?”

“Yes,” She said as she poured more blood into her glass.

“When is Noel coming to see you?”

“Tonight.”

Peter rose from his seat with the red liquid drying on him.

“Good luck. It’s like riding a bike, Eliza. He’ll follow.”

Noel

I decided that I would not leave the club without an answer from Eliza. It was one in the morning and I closed the store for an hour. It was fine since it was slow at the one o’clock hour.

I walked into the club in the back way. Avoiding the crowd tonight.

I walked to the lower level and went straight to Eliza’s room. Nothing had changed she had it dimly lit and a soft scent was in the air. I shook my head when I realized it was gardenias. That was the scent she would have permeated the air when she decided it was time for us to be together.

I shook my head at her delusions.

“Noel, thanks for  coming tonight.”

“Did I hear you right? You just thanked me.”

“Your right. Have a seat.” She demands.

That was the Eliza I knew.

“Are you going to tell me why you and Peter are back?”

“Why are you so in a rush? Why don’t you relax a bit.”

I sat down and watched her every movement. Tonight she was wearing a skin-tight black leather dress that emphasized all the curves of her body.

Eliza went to her bar and poured two glasses of blood, She brought one of them to me and I took a sip realizing that was all I could afford to drink unless I wanted to pass out.

“Tell me.”

“Fine. We came back to open a center where all lighties and our kind can mingle without fear.”

“That is what we have here?’

“Well, this one will be in the center of the Lighties territory.”

I do not breathe like normal lighties. But what breath I do take stopped.

“What?”

“You heard me. We will be in the center of the city.”

“Are you trying to kill all the newly turned? You know the law states they are not allowed in their territory or be put to death.”

“Well that is why the club will remain but we need to branch out and I need your help.”

“My help?”

“Of course. Do you not have a coffee shop for the lighties? How do you control yourself, tell me what is your secret.”

“No secret and I am not helping you.”

She walked over to me and she stared right at me. Her eyes started to turned a pitch black that you could drown in but she forgot I’m pure blood and it does not have the same effect on me as the lighties.

“Eliza do not do this.”

She grazed her fingers across the spot where she knew I liked to be bitten but I have changed and do not desire her like I once did. I caught her hand and made her stop.

“No, Eliza. Whatever we had is long gone.”

“Noel are you really telling me no.”

“That is what I am saying, I am also telling you no on the idea.”

She burst out laughing.

“You telling me no the community center? You have no say. You have no power.”

I stood and gave her back her glass.

“Noel?”

“I have no power? Your memory has deteriorated some has it?”

“You follow where I lead Noel.”

I looked at her with my eyes showing a glimpse of my power. “I was born in power. You were created and I said no.”

I walked out of the room with my blood boiling at her attempt of trying to manipulate me.

The crash of the glass against the door was undoubtedly Eliza having a tantrum. She will not let this go. I’m ready for her.

Goodbye My lover pt 9 (landing the client)

Darlene

 I woke up from a caffeine-induced sleep to realize my phone alarm was sounding off. I set it for two hours before I have to leave.

I have a ritual I do when I have to face intense situations like landing this job.

I rose out of my own warmth and trudged to the bathroom. 

Looking in the mirror it did not surprise me that my hair and face battled with my pillow, and it won.

My eyes were puffy, my cheeks lined with pillowcase imprints and my hair was in a state of fight or flight.

“Well, Darlene let’s get it back together. “

It took 20 minutes to resemble myself.  I went to my phone and looked at the checklist I created for today. 

The first two are done. Now to complete the rest.

************

It was time to go and I was ready. I was focused and zen at the same time. My clothes were in my go-getter navy blue suit white shirt and blue heeled shoes that I pulled out for important situations. 

My makeup screamed look at my lips. I intentionally wore a red so deep you could not look away.

Grabbing everything I needed I headed out with determination.

I went straight to the coffee shop to get the coffee that I was promised, and I saw the cashier from yesterday there.

There was only one person online, so I was next, and I was ready to apologize. I walked up to the counter, and she looked up and asked, “What would you like today.?”

“Hi. I want to apologize for the way I acted towards you yesterday.”

She looked at me as if she did not know what I was talking about.

“Yesterday I was very rude to you, and you called me Darkling,” I said.

Then I saw the light bulb go off in recognition.

“Wow, you clean up really nice. Thanks for the apology.”

“Thanks.”

“There is a coffee I am supposed to make you for today I was told. So if you wait for  a few minutes I will have it ready.”

“Thank you.”

She smiled and went to work on making the special brew for me. I looked at the digital clock on the wall and I had only a few more minutes to spare before I turned and left.

“Here you go. Just like I was instructed.”

“Thank you so much.”

“He said to give this to you. There is not a price for this yet.” She said then gave me a wink.

The thought that he gave that instruction to me made me smile. I needed to go so I left and headed out to the office.

***********

The office was buzzing with staff in several states of anxiety. This client if landed will move this company higher in the ranks of…

“Wow, you look ready for war,” Penny said as she looked me over.

Colt just whistled.

“So, we are sticking to the plan.  Penny, you sweeten the idea, Colt you pick up steam with how we can help move it forward and I will make the kill shot.”  I said.

We all nodded and went to our desks and waited for the clients to arrive.

The clients were late, and they came with an extra person. The person they brought with them is.

Phillip J. Boosun this man is known to make things happen. Sometimes good and sometimes bad. It all depends on his mood. I was ready for him.

 

They were ushered into the conference room by our manager. I turned and looked at them and saw the same determination I had in landing this contract.

We rose and walked in formation. Penny was in front, Colt’s at her right and I took the left. When we entered, we could tell they were ready to leave. Penny could read the room better than I could and started to sweeten the mood by sympathizing with their need to go and to wait any longer than they had to is uncalled for.

The CEO nodded his agreement.

“Let me start by saying that we value your time. Now let’s talk about what you came here for. How we are going to move  Xercetancial into the future.” Penny said laying it on thick like honey. After five minutes Colt took over and emphasized the benefits of using the company.

They listen intently and they all seem to go for it except Phillip J. Bosom.

Colt was winding down and I waited for Philip to shoot down the idea.

“This sounds great, but I do not possibly see the profit for such a venture,” Philip said then looked at me.

I sat there and stared directly into his eyes without blinking.

“You would not see the profit because it is not for your eyes to see. You are an advisor correct? Do you do the books as well?” I paused for effect.

“You will make money. Even better and to the point when you think of a volcano erupting and spewing lava. Replace it with thousands, millions of dollars coming to you.”

“Those are sweet words, but you have nothing to back it up.” He said looking smudged.

I stood slowly and deliberately.  I lowered my to a level parent would reprimand a child and put a little heat behind my words.

“If I was not confident in what I propose, you would not be here today.”

He looked at me swallowed and eventually lowered his gaze. Knowing he would not win this.

“Amazing, are you leading the project?” the owner asked.

I aimed my gaze at him but pulled back on the heat.

“It is a joint endeavor. “

He nodded his head in understanding. 

“Let’s get the ball rolling on this. I believe this will work .”

Our manager finally got out of stunned silence and walked to his office to iron out the logistics. 

Once the door shut. Penny and Colt looked at me like I had 3 heads.

“What?”

“What was that? And who are you?”

I looked at them and whispered. “I did my research and knew he would cower down when confronted by a dominant personality.”

“Well, you’ve never shown this side of you. Maybe we need to rethink the name “prude”.”

I smiled and shook my head.

Let’s go out this Friday to celebrate.” Colt suggested. 

I nodded my agreement and then we left to conference room to be greeted by a message from the boss.

“When they leave, I want all three of you in here. Prepare for a long night.”

The three of us looked at each other and smiled.

 

Noel

 

When I went out to do the night shift I received an odd look from Sammy.

“What is going on in that mind of yours?”

“You are not going to say anything?”

“About?”

“About this morning and how Miss Darkling looked.”

“Stop calling her Darkling. I saw her on the screen.”

“And?”

“She looked good.”

She stood there glaring at me not hearing what she wanted. I did like the way she looked a bit too much and I have to lock that away.

“I’m leaving for the night and if you want to act like what she wore didn’t stir something in you. You are only kidding yourself.”

“Sammy she is just a customer.”

“Yeah.” She said looking at me as she grabbed her satchel. “See you in the morning before you go into hiding.”

I smirked at her because she knew why I do what I do. It would freak lighties out if they found out that natural-born nighters can withstand the sun.

“Good night,” I said to her and went to clean things up with my thoughts straying to her and what she looked like this morning. I was pleasantly surprised by her; I saw her when she apologized to Sammy with sincerity.

I also saw when she walked off and the view from the back was as good as the front.

“Excuse me can I order the deep roast.” a voice said from a man in jeans, a hooded sweatshirt, and a nose ring.

‘Noel snap out of it now.” I chastised myself and returned to work.

(They got the job. What will that mean to the trio. Noel he is another mater all together. We will see how this unfolds. All comments welcomed Fia xoxo)

 

The Seven Deadly Dwarves

It was a clear evening for my eighteenth birthday party. I decided I did not want a big bash. Instead, I only wanted the people I cared the most about around me. It narrowed down the list a lot. I invited Joanne, my best friend since first grade. We are never apart. I guess the fact that we are the only kids in our families made us close.

Then there is Collin. I made it a point to invite him. He was everything that my dreams wanted. In real life well he tends to be the opposite of the dreamy Collin. Finally, I invited Evy. She graduated from Preston University last year, but we became close over the summer holiday. She was not the person she was portraying to everyone. She was my rock.

“Amanda come down and let’s get this started.”

That was Arnold my cousin who had to come because well—he’s Arnold. You’ll see what I mean when I get down there. I looked one more time in the mirror and gave myself that “They are going to die when they see you” look. Then laughed.

I ran down the stairs to see that my party was a little bigger than I anticipated. I walked out and the three most heinous girls from school were there. “Why are they here?”

“Amanda, you need to be more social. Collin brought them. He said that you told him he could bring someone.” My mom whispered. Then she kissed me and went out to the backyard and served refreshments.

I managed to move and go out to my guests.

“Amanda, wow you were hiding a lot with those baggy clothes you wear.”

And here we go.

“Yeah, I really did feel the need to show the goods until today,” I told Willa one of the three girls.

I looked at all three in order of importance. There is Yona, the leader with the white hair anyone has ever seen. Viola, yup her name is Viola after the instrument. Her second in command and then there is Willa. Willa is thin, endowed on top and it matches the bottom. The one thing about Willa that you need to know is she’s that she is the mistress of deceit.

You want a fabrication of what you did last weekend when you were with your family. Willa will be there for you.

The music was good, and the party was on its way. Joanne made it over to me and gave me a hug.

“Welcome to the newly adult group. How do you feel?”

I looked up then back at her and stuck my tongue out.

“Oh girl, you got a tongue piercing. Does your mom know?” She looked genuinely concerned.

“Yes, no worries. I wanted to have something to signify that I am eighteen.”

“Ok, but it also attracts certain people.”

“Don’t believe everything you hear,” I said then looked at Collin looking at Yona.

“Is it me but does it seem that they are closer than they were before?”

Joeann slowly turned away from me.

“Spill it.”

“Well, you don’t want me to believe everything I hear.”

“Joany spill.”

“Remember in math when we learned about Vectors.”

“Yeah, it’s an object with magnitude and direction.”

“His object increased in magnitude and aimed in her direction. Which she did not deviate from.”

Did she just tell me that those two are —

“You mean that they are adulting. The adulting that adults do behind closed doors?”

“You got the point.”

We still speak in code since we have not quite adjusted to being considered an adult around our parents.

“This party is nice but a bit too dull for me,” Viola said as she licked some frosting from my cake off her fingers.

“My sentiments exactly.”

I knew that voice. That was grans she made it.

“Oh no the elderly arrived,” Willa whispered.

I went to my grans and gave her a hug, she smelled of vanilla, cherry, and something spicy. I pulled away and I saw that she looked different too.

“Gans, you look different.”

“Well, that’s what happens when things come out of retirement.”

What did she mean?

“I cannot stay but I did promise you something and I will keep my word.”

I looked at everyone staring at me, and I wanted to curl up and die.

“Grans you can give to me another day.”

“What are you embarrassed about? What could she be giving you that is turning you that shade.”

“Well, I promised a story.”

Everyone laughed and I wanted to run but Grans held me in place. I looked at her and she had a mischievous look in her eyes.

“Elise, can you bring me a chair.”

“Are you going to sit on her lap?” Yona asked.

When my mom brought the chair, my Grans whispered something to her, and she nodded her consent.

What was going on?

“Alright from my understanding all of you are now “New Adults”. So I do not have to hold back. If you still consider yourself innocent then please leave now.”

Everyone stopped laughing and looked at me.

“Grans?”

“This is the story of The Seven Deadly Dwarves.”

“Oh boy a retelling of Snow White,” Arnold said.

“There is snow in the story but this is not what you think it is.”

“Fine. Let’s hear it.” Arnold said.

Evy finally made it to the party, and she looked tired. Her outfit looked great, but she made it to my party after she had to work.

“Did I miss anything?” She whispered.

“Everyone sits, relax, and let me tell my story.”

Everyone found a seat and waited. I went over to Joeanne and sat near the potato salad.

“ The door slammed open from the sheer force of Janette riding Lucus to orgasmic completion.”

“Wait, what did you say?” Willa asked the question we all wanted to ask.

“Do you want this story or not?”

We all nod in unison.

Well I felt like beginning a fairy tale of my own. How it warms you. Fia xoxo

Goodby My Lover pt 6 Adult content

 

Shocked Face of Young Woman, Wondering, Stock Video - Envato Elements

Darlene   

The weekend went by without a call or text from Penny or Colt. I think they are angry because I left them at the club, but I could not find them. It doesn’t matter anymore. It’s Monday and we will see each other at work.

The weather meter flashes seventy-eight degrees with an eighty percent chance of rain. I wonder who came up with the percentages for the chances of rain. I wish they just said, “Bring an umbrella just in case.” That’s more reasonable.

I let out a huff because I knew these thoughts were just popping into my head because I didn’t know why the two of them were avoiding me. I took one more look at myself and decided that it was as good as it was going to get.

Professional attire that showed that I am here to work. Makeup done minimally. Nude lips, brown-lined eyes, and a touch of color on my cheeks. Turning from the mirror I went and grabbed my purse and key card to lock my front door.

I was ready for whatever I was going to be hit with today.

The Office

The building hummed as normal with everyone talking about their weekend and how they had way too much fun. I looked around and didn’t see either one of them.

“Hey Darlene, where are your partners in crime? You three have to put the finishing touches on the presentation to Xercetancial.” Mr., Otimo asked.

“I’m sure they will be her soon.” I answered not knowing if they were coming in.

Mr. Otimo turned towards the elevator and seen the both of them come off of it.

“There they go. Listen you three get to work. Tomorrow they will be here to hear your pitch.”

The three of us nodded and went to our desk. Once he was gone, I turned to the both of them.

“What happened? I ‘ve been calling the both of you since the club and not answer.”

They both looked at me, then turned their heads. Penny looked a bit pink, and Colt was quiet. Colt could never stay silent.

“Spill it now or I am going to think that you both left me to get on.”

They both looked at me with wide eyes and Penny’s mouth felt open.

“Wait. You two–” I was cut off by Penny leaping out of her chair and covering my mouth.  Colt grabbed my arm and walking me to the conference room.

They looked around the room and closed the door. Penny went to the coms to make sure it was not on. Then they both looked at me with guilt in their eyes.

“Someone talk.” I said

Colt was the one to begin.

“Well remember when we were at the club, and they were handing out that delicious drink.” He said

“Yes.”

“I had a few too many because I couldn’t feel anything from it.”

“And I matched the number of drinks he had, and it tasted really good.” Penny chimed in.

“What does the drinks have to do with it?” I asked.

“I am getting to it. So, when the drinks finally took effect, I was living my best life. I felt like I was invincible, and I could do the impossible.” Colt said then turned to Penny.

“Yeah, High octane liquid courage. Then I heard in my ear, ‘Do you edge?’ I turned and seen the most beautiful set of eyes on a man, and I said yes.” Her blush turned into a cherry blossom.

“Then I said yes too to the guy who asked me, and they took us to the lower level.” Colt said.

“The Lower Level?” I asked.

“There is a lower level to the club. That is where people who are into things go, while the upper level continues to party.”

“So how did it become you two when two other people asked you guys the same question?”

They looked at each other and Colt blurted out, “There was three of us and I was the only male.”

“Colt you like men, right?” I said looking at him.

“Well, I never really said I like strictly men. Anyway, back on topic. We met a woman named Eliza and we edged with her.”

“That’s why you have not returned my texts or calls?”

“Do you know what edging is?” Penny asked.

“I was not born yesterday. I know what it is.” I told them.

They both looked at me as if I did not know what edging was.

“What is it different with the Nighters then with the Lighties?”

“Let’s just say that there are teeth, blood, elixir and a whole lot of orgasmic release.”

“So, you two were bitten?”

“Ok if you want us to spell it out play by play. There was biting, licking sucking, dripping, moaning, pleading and screwing that happened way, way at the end.”

I stood there looking at the both of them and tried to picture it in my mind and I couldn’t. Penny is so shy and insecure of her body and Cold was all about tight buns and abs.

“Say something, Darlene.” Penny pleaded.

“You guys made me think you were mad at me for leaving early. But instead, you were hiding from me as if I would judge you about this.”

“You do not seem to be open to things like–”

“Like sex?” I said a bit too loud.

“Yes. You have not been with anyone since you started with this company and its five years Darlene. You are borderline prude on the topic.”

“I am not a prude.” I said to Colt.

Penny looked up at me and she seemed to share the same sentiment.

“Penny, you have not been with anyone for a while either.”

Penny looked away from my eyes.

“Penny?” I questioned.

“I didn’t want you to feel alone but I have been with a few guys.”

My head started to pound. “Why should I care about this? We are all adults. Do as you please.”

“See this is what I am saying. You act as if this is not bothering you. Anything that pertains to sex you turn twelve and act out.”

“Fine. Let’s be adults and get to work. We have a presentation tomorrow.” I said pushing past them going to my desk.

They went to their desk, and we worked in silence for an hour until I couldn’t take it any longer. I got up grabbed my purse.

“Where are you going?” Penny asked.

“I need some coffee. I’m going to the coffee shop we were at on Friday. I’ll be back soon.” Then I left.

What would you do or say when confronted by your own misconceived views? Remember the first three letters of Assumption. Until next time, Fia xoxo please like and subscribe.

 

Goodbye My Lover part 4 (The Dance)

Are humans the only species that enjoy dancing? - BBC Future

Darlene

I managed to get back home without being sick in the Uber. The driver was nice though. He kept asking me if was going to be ok. I reassured him that I must have just had something that did not agree with me.

Once I got inside, I went straight to the bathroom and emptied the contents of whatever drink I was served. Penny and Colt are not going to let me live this down. Once the heaving subsided, I went to the kitchen and drank some cool water.

After drinking it halfway down, I reached for my phone to see if they responded to my text. Neither one of them responded. I shook my head and hoped they were having a good time.  I took my glass to my bedroom I striped out of the black dress and put it in the corner of my burro. I grabbed a large t-shirt out of my dresser put it on and flopped down on my bed.

My mind went straight to him. How it felt when he held me close to dance and how he smelled. It seemed to be lingering. Then he left as quickly as he appeared. It was for the best. I was never going back there again, and the mask party did seem more than I could handle.

I managed to fall asleep, and my mind would not rest. The image of a room with a slither of a view in a wall. There was a sweet smell in the air. Looking around the room it was barely furnished. I see a cushioned leather seat with an unfamiliar flower on top of it.

I went to pick it up and a voice whispered in my ear. Do not take it if you are not ready. Then a chilled breath went across my neck, and I startled awake.

“What was in that drink?”

Noel

(Earlier that night)

The masked party was exactly what I remembered. Lighties received an invitation to the Club and they get dazzled by the decor. The Club was in the abandoned district and is being kept afloat by anonymous donors.

These donors are a combination of the Dark Nighter and the Lighties. I knew who most of them were. At least the original heads were but there are new one’s in the mix now.

I arrived through and entrance that only the chosen were privy to. The party was in full swing. I walked through the grinding bodies with masked faces to search for Eliza and Peter.

During this process I was continuously pawed at. If I was younger, I would have taken a few into consideration. But I am no longer that young and my tastes have refined a bit.

“Are you going to be below tonight?” A woman wearing a red masked bedazzled with fake ruby crystals. Her eye told me she has been below to often and is addicted to it. I do not like the taste of the addicted. The blood turns a flavor close to death.

“No.” I told her and pried her hands off me as I continue my search.

Looking towards the front of the club I see a woman wearing a simple cocktail dress and matching mask. Not one flash to her attire but she draws me to her. I see that she had down the cocktail that is given to relax the nerves to the new attendees.

The mixture will calm anyone nerves. There is a rare few who do not tolerate it and it is due to the main ingredient. A flower that is genetically created and fabricated in one of our hidden enterprises. The original flower is still grown outside the city and is protected.

She looks a bit off. Very unsteady on her feet. She managed to go into the center of the dance floor and gyrate her body to the music.  The music was about to end when I made it to her.  Her mask was about to fall and reveal her face.

“Please let me help you with your mask. It is about to fall off.” I whispered in her ear, when I pulled the voluminous strands aside. She smelled like fresh clean air after a rain fall.

I tied the mask back into place and she turned to look at me. I knew who she was. The scent and the eyes. She was in my shop. She does not recognize me. That is for the best.

“Would you dance with me.” I whispered close to her lips.

She gave the barest nod of consent and the music changed to a slower rhythm. I pulled her close and we moved to the seductive music. She was not stiff and uncoordinated. She moved to the music as if it was meant for her. Her breast moved against me as she slowly swayed her body.

I tried to not be aroused but it was becoming hard with every movement she made. Then I heard the “herders” coming close. I did not want them to see me with her. They would force her to go below.

“I have to go if they ask you if you edge, say no.”

She looked confused but I could not explain, and I left. I made it far enough away to hear when they asked her the question and she said no. I smiled and continued my search for Eliza and Peter.

This is too much like the old days and I want to know why.

So, fire starters are you invested in this juicy story? Let me know. Until nest time, Fia XOXO

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Hi it’s Fia’s thoughts.

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(Hello, my fire starters. I hope all of you are having a wonderful day. Below you will read a thought that came to me when someone asked me to write something that is non-fiction, more grounded in reality.)

When I came up with the name fire starters, I wanted everyone to feel that they are the spark from the match that is struck. We writers, readers, critics, and creatives are sparks that bring the fire to life.

They say we are a group of escapist if we do not consume the information given to us by the news, keep in the know at all times or build our knowledge to succeed. For some reason people fail to realize that not everyone can handle realism twenty-four hours of the day seven days a week. I do agree we should build our knowledge but there is a time be free, to let our minds drift and create.

Whom ever came up with the phrase “Adulting is hard” is correct, but we all must do it. You know what’s harder? To play as a child would, for the sheer enjoyment of it. To release the pressure of being in the know.

This is just my thoughts on things. My creative outlet is writing and even though it is on the riskier side at times, if you can see the joy in my eyes in what I’ve created. You would understand that a little escapism is not so bad.

Until next thoughts, this fia saying strike your match and let it burn.